[rAy jR]

Pelucah2 Blog

2012-01-01T03:56:00.002+08:00

I have to admit it..Sumpah aku rindu zaman dulu kala tatkala blogger2 zaman kita masih aktif...

I have to admit it, zaman itu sunnguh excited bagai sang suria..

I have to admit it...Aku rindu kau org semua yg kini entah hilang kemana...

I have to admit it, Kau org make my life beautiful..

I have to admit it, I cant lose u guys...All of u...All..

Buah-buah hatiku, aku berusaha utk rep komen kau org..tpi sbb aku slalu sgt usha porn, byk spam kt lappy..

p/s: syuk, qarl, joey, jejaka, AAA jr,nuke, op, tengku, dino, faiz, afzainizam, eddy, sweety, nabel, anym, sierra, apan, atok, yaya, Leeya, KA, rowena, ejay, mr gila, wanzai, najmie, hans, oceanus, penny, jantan keparat, frodo, tubelawak etc2....its 4 am now..i cant type all...

dan itu aku:

rAy Jr@Aliph

Aku rindu

2011-12-27T02:48:00.000+08:00

I know the world outside is tough

I know the world can offers me many things..As in many

But I dont know what lies beneath the world thereafter

I just dont..And I'm scared to know

Aku terasa masa berlalu begitu pantas..kenangan demi kenangan..kegembiraan, kebencian, kesayuan, kesedihan dan segala-galanya...

Wahai masa, hentikanlah larian mu..ayuh kita berjalan bersama...aku merayu....

Wahai angin, hentikan la tiupan kencangmu...bertiup la sepoi-sepoi bahasa...

Aku merindui segala-galanya...walau baik mahupun buruk kejadian hidupku...

~dan itu aku

rAy jR@Aliph

fak face....

2011-11-25T13:50:00.000+08:00

Its Friday and I dont give a damn about whatever

I hate your bloody fak face

and I hate your freakin annoying voice

Di hari jumaat yg mulia ini, aku xmau mncarut2...

Tapi when i look at your face, i feel like i wanna "shoot" you on your face...

fak face la siallllll ko ni..................lantak ang laa...aku xamik port....

-dan itu bukan aku

Ray Jr@ Aliph

Shut Up

2011-09-28T07:51:00.000+08:00

Shut up

and

Back-off

-Hati aku panas sial ini hari...

-Just stop calling me and talks about crap

-Sumpah aku xmau amik tahu

-Kau xhabis2 dengan kisah kau...

-Dan drama kau

-Aahhh..sudahh...Hentikan semuanya.....

~just me

Ray Jr@Aliph

Cintaku

2011-09-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

There's a time in a day
Where tonnes of burden popping around in my head
But when I closed my eyes and feel the tenderness of the wind
I realized that the wind is always with me

Cintaku bukan di atas kertas..(erkkkkk...apakah..??..)..Pagi2 buta aku bangun tidur..(padahal pkul 11 ante-meridien)..hak3..bukak tv, layan lagu siti....goshh..wat happen to me..hak3..sambil layan lagu sambil berkhayal..And then i remember lagu ini popular time aku sekolah menengah..(memori d kantin sekolah sewaktu mencuri hotdog bersama kawan2..aku xmau bdosa sorg2..)...kakakakaka..

But Anyway, the point is...Songs and melody...It brings us so much memories...Sometimes you wouldn't remember about the past, but melodies will eventually reminds you..(ohh please, pasai paa aku dok merepek d pagi buta niiiee...hak3..wekkkk)

~just me
rAy jR@Aliph

Boundaries

2011-08-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

There are no boundaries

Between You and the World outside

Explore..

Back in the office, my colleagues keep talkin' about the places they went to such as Europe, Asia, Africa etc2. And then I look at myself and wonder, why didn't I join them and explore all those places. Well, I know exactly whats the answer. Provide me with a free ticket and I'll go wherever you wanna go. Hahaha..(Nonsense..lalala)

Anyway, forget about that since I cant afford to have a free time (lying..haha)...You know the first time I went offshore by fast crew boat, it tooks me almost 5 hours. It was a rough sea and my head was spinning around and around and around...i'm a seaman now...hak3...this is just a piece of a crap..(Stop mumbling..hak3)

Just wanna wish you guys a happy festive season..Salam Syawal...

~just me
Ray Jr@Aliph

Aja2 fighting.....

2011-07-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

I wouldn't have to change my layout, or put on a loud speaker to everyone saying, "guys, Im back". Because I know, by the end of the day, I will be gone again..and come back..and gone...etc3..

Today, what I wanna do is to tell u a bedtime story;

I've been living a harastic life since 1969 and i do not foresee its gonna change. Altho' I've been complaining most of the time.

I never dream to be a minister, or a businessman or perhaps a millionaire. But yet, I envy them for what they have in their lives. I started my career as a waiter-storekeeper-waiter-storekeeper-waiter etc3...I enjoyed it anyway. Eventho' it was tiring as I was just 10 when i'm started. Well, i got atleast $200 a month anyway. That $200 brings so much joy as far as I remember.

For almost hundreds of years, we've been living in our beautiful house made by our father and we loved it so much. But perhaps, happiness is not meant for us (maybe)...Fire swept it away, brings together with it all the joy. Everything...everything...and all...and all...

We've been living a hard life eversince. Our parents doesnt love each other anymore and decided to divorce. Years gone by but it still fresh in my head. I keep on reminding myself every single day. Wake-up and dont give up.

I always had this dream, if u still remember Mr bean's brown teddy bear..?..Yes, im talking about the doll..I always had these dreams where it came to me and yelling at me "aja2 fighting"...(quoted from the Korean drama series, Full House)...Of all words in the world, I dont know why "aja2 fgtg"..confused....

But then again, I realized..that my life doesnt ends there..It tells me to rise-up and beat-up like I always did on the dance floor (except, this is a different version..;p..)..

And that is why, Im standing here today, looking at a brand new car, thinking of buying the 2nd car..while waiting for our newly design home sweet home, to be completed...And yes, Im glad to tell my family, stop saying "i wish I can buy those things"..because, we gonna buy it...(at last)

At last, I make my own good money..a boy who started working as a waiter, at the age of 10 with $200 a month...

And now, I wanna get back to my dream, to say thank you..and be grateful....Fulfill your dream my friends..

Regards,
Ray Jr

Membebel

2011-05-04T11:19:00.000+08:00

You cant simply satisfy everybody without killing yourself

Because everyone will only start to talk good about you when you're dead

There is something about me that needs a clear elaboration for the purpose of "Please no misunderstanding"...

p/s: I do not change myself because of other people..No I don't

p/s: I do what I wanna do and I do not stop because you asked me to

p/s: I dont like being controlled or observed and vice versa

p/s: Most important thing is, I dont like people ask me a thousands questions

p/s: I just wanna enjoy mylife and having a peace of mind..

p/s: Please no misunderstanding because I never transform since 1969

p/s: Everyone knows I clubbed, I smoked, etc..etc..etc..and they do not have problem with that

p/s: And life's goes well..You happy, i'm happy..We all happy..

att: That's why I said, satisfying everybody means we're dead...Just so you know..

att: Sometimes, ignorance is the med.....who cares..........

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

si tua

2011-04-15T16:40:00.001+08:00

When you feel that the sunshine is shining all day

And suddenly the raindrops fall from up above

That is where you realize

Lives goes fast

You know how long it tooks me to post an entry in my blogspot?..at least an hour..You know why I posted an entry?..Its always because I wanna entertain myself...and running away from all d mess...Otakku serabut seyesly...

p/s: For me, payday means = byar hutang piutang

p/s: makanya, aku xsuka payday......

p/s: STOPPP......

att: Aku ada 2 org housemate stewardess (statement kasik bunyi kuat2 punya..beliur kau org..ka3)

att: boleh dia org bwk aku msuk kelab org tua2..lendir2 pon xdak tau x..caittt..

Aku: hey sengkek.!!...ni pasai pa hangout kt club org tua2 ni?

Sengkek2: aiiiiii.....yg tua2 la bgus..byk uwang....

Aku: oittt sengkek..!!...Aku nk cuci mata weyyy..bukan main kikis2 uwang....hak3

p/s: Sila layan perasaanku...aku ini anak yg bsopan dan xtahu dosa2 dunia..;p

p/s: Hari ini hari jumaat.....Bos aku kata..

"Friday is beer day"........Ohhh....myy...God.....(insap2 la bos)

p/s: aku pakai baju melayu wei ari ni..!!.tolong la.....tak senonohhhh...!!...kakakakaa

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

1 Word

2011-04-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

Syukur...........

ikan kekek

2011-03-07T11:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I think to myself

Am I playing with the fire here

Should I or should I not

But hey, close your eyes

And breath in..You'll fine the answer

Isn't it beautiful when you have a day dreaming and visualizing yourself in the middle of the farm with lots and lots of colorful flowers...dancing around...singing out-loud...But then you realized that, its just a day dream..Damn..

Jenab: Rogayah, angkat kain...hari nak ujan...!!
Rogayah: Diam la kau jenab..Aku lada mulut kau karang...
Jenab: Amboi2 Yah..dah pandai mnjawab skg ni yee..cubit kang mulut tu hah..
Rogayah: helllloooo...cubit2 xmaen ek...kau jgn nak menggatal sana..bagi batang payung kang...

Cukuppppp..!!..jgn tokok tmbah..kang laen jadiknye..kakakaka.

p/s: erkkkkk...dialog itu sering bermaen2 di kepala otak aku skunk ni
p/s: mcm2 dialog la...time2 keje plak laa nak maen2 dialog..cait..kakakaa
p/s: utk beberapa ketika aku xupdate blog@fb@ym@bbm@twit...
p/s: semua org igt aku sudah mati...ehem3..

p/s: amboi2 engkau org..xbagi kebahagiaan lgsung kt aku ek
p/s: apa kau org igt aku dh mati katakkk..?..hak3
p/s: idup agi laaaa..bahagia disamping pokok2...kakakaaka

att: aku ingin menjadi seorang lelaki...bukan jantan...!!!..apakah..?..
att: dan kau pulak...jadilah seorang perempuan..bukan betina..yeahhh..;p

Ray jR@Aliph is listening to..."ikan kekek"...wtf??...(wednesday,thursday, friday)..;p

~just me
rAy jR@Aliph

Placur..!

2011-02-24T09:28:00.000+08:00

Just a quick preview..xmo tulis sajak2..huh..;p

p/s: smlm aku p imigration settle work permit..(after 2 months oredy..;p)

Aku: Encik, saya mau buat permit keja (dlm bi la..baru voque..hak3)
Pegawai: Ok, saya explain semua prosedur..(membebel pnjang..1 jam+)
Aku: EPF ngn SOCSO mcamana..?
Pegawai: ..Owh..dont worry, that is only for Malaysian..
Aku: haaa..?.. i am a Malaysian..
Pegawai: OMG..I thot u're a Philipinos..seriously..
Aku: ....(Speechless)...Sentap tahap gaban..!

p/s: Arghhh...sakit urat saraf aku ni hah...
p/s: work permit xlulus dol...cilakaakk...
p/s: Terasa mcm dlm blutin utama pulak..

"Beberapa org placur warga asing telah ditangkap di kelab malam atas kesalahan Menyalah gunakan pas lawatan sosial utk bkerja"

p/s: Tapi saya bkn plcur...sy engineer yg mncri rzki scara halal...;p
p/s: arghhhhh...tidakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk........(pengsan)...
p/s: Tragik bukan..?...(pitam)...;p

~just me
rAy jR@Aliph

Kerani

2011-02-22T19:13:00.000+08:00

Again

It's a long journey mate

I once thot', that I am the best for for every single thing. But, as the saying goes, Nobody's perfect..And I realized, that I am still the best, to be so call.."Losers"...

p/s: I always give d same excuse, everytime i wanna escape from work

Aku: Bos, I'll be late for work today..Going to the bank

Bos: Alright mate. No problem..

Hari-hari yang laen..

Aku: Bos, I got something to do in the bank today..Will leave early

Bos: Alright mate..No problem...

Semalam...

Bos: Kerani, kau dh bank in cheque dari client..

Kerani: Owh, saya baru balik dri bank..Tp terlupa nak bank in..

Bos: Its ok....Maybe this is the time I I started asking...

Bos: Ray, kau xnak pegi bank hari ni...?????

Aku: .............(speechless...makan dalam siallllllllllll)..kakakakakakaka

p/s: Cilakakkk bos....koyak rabak kemaluan aku tauu..kakakakaka

p/s: Malu I ngn cik kerani tau...aishhh.....hak3..;p

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

public toilet

2011-02-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

I started with zero

And now I ended up with tonnes

I know its hard for me to start again after years of quitting and never looked back. But I keep convinced myself that, I can do much better than I was before. Because I believe, its good to start with zero rather than never start at all..

p/s: Few days ago I received a text message from an anym

p/s: It says:

Anym: Hi, bole bkawan..?

Aku: Ellooo...who's dis?

Anym: my name is...****...

Aku: owh..ic..ok, no prob..bley je bkwan...btw, how u get my nmber?

Anym: I got it from d public toilet..It says "Hot guy, plz call..01*******

Aku: (Parkinson dol)...*istana takeshi..attackingggggg...!..hak3

p/s: Wat?..my publicity is in d public toilet now?..

p/s: Dol, seriously, i dont mind nk bkawan2 ni..but,

p/s: Berkenalan thru public toilet..hmm...

p/s: Wa xpnah tulis2 nmbor kt mana2 dinding dol...not even on d paper

att: Now i'm busy doing....

att: Architecture design, project planning, Engineering prject & Rugby..

att: they're great team...

att: I'm flying again tomorrow...oustation..huuu

Note: U can find my number in d public toilet now..coz i'm d new toilet celeb..erkkk

Note: My gosh...!!...its sounded like a bitch...sialan lu cowok murahan..hak3..

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

Pak Guard

2011-02-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

Once in a while

Look out of your window

And breath in the air

No matter how much polluted it is

That is your world outside there

A friend of mine asked me these questions. What is the meaning of friendship if you don't keep track on each other? Why do you always say that you're busy as you're excuses altho' you're not?....Hmm..Speechless...

p/s: I fly everywhere almost every week

p/s: Here and there, in and out, skyscrapers, modern, odd, rivers, skies etc2

p/s: Well, I do have responsibilities ain't I..?..

p/s: Last week time aku tabah & gigih maen design2...

p/s: Aku tdengar adegan kerani opis ngn bos australian aku..maka aku psang telinga bsaq2

Bos: Have you talk to the tax people regarding our tax deduction for this month?

Kerani: Not yet..I dont have their number..

Bos: Well, u shud talk to them as soon as possible yeah..

Bos: Anyway, they're a nice guy...

Kerani: Owh really...u mean the security is it..?..yeah, the security is good guy

Bos: No, I mean the tax people....(shocked)...

att: Damn..aku trus tgelak sorg2..yakin sungguh kau kata "security is good"

att: hak3...they're a nice guy=security..?...hak3....;p

att: Dosa wei..dosa psendakan org..larikkk...hak3

~just me

rAy jR

Sendirian

2011-01-29T15:07:00.000+08:00

Loneliness is just another stories

Stories that you can't tell

For there's nothing to talk about

p/s: Sumpah bosan dol...bosan...!

p/s: Aku pusing2 town...

p/s: Aku main makan2 msakan tempatan

p/s: Aku naik rivercruise..perahu..sampan..

p/s: Aku lepak dan terus berlepak2

p/s: Nk masuk club tp dh insaf..(padahal xdak mber)..wawawa..

p/s: Tapi jiwa ttp kosong..kosng sama skali...

p/s: Arhhh...tak usah kau mengerti...hak3...

att: Next week aku nk beli kreta..

att: Apa kau ingat beli kereta sma mcm beli gula2..?

att: Apa masalah kau ni..?..Apa kau igt gula2 itu mcm kreta ka..?

att: eeee..buruk seyh klw kreta itu mcm gula2...hak3...biul...

att: tp sweet bukan klw betul..main manis2 didalam kreta..nyum2..;p

tolongggggggg.....gigit saya sampai klimakss...cepattttttt....! kakakakakaakaka. bengap sial kau ini aliph..yg ko mntak gigit smpai klimaks ni pasai pa.?..arghh, xbley trima...hak3

~just me

rAy jR...@...Aliph

Stim pagi

2011-01-25T10:53:00.001+08:00

Open your heart

Walk straight

And follow the light

It's meant for you

I have been their customer for such a long time. And i've been dealing with them frequently..Almost most of the time. But now, it turns out to be NO.!.When i really needed their assistance. Thank you

p/s: Pagi td aku baca newspaper..sambil menikmati tiupan angin

p/s: tiupan angin dalam bas usang yg dh bdekad2 lamanya...

p/s: it says:

"If u say u have no more reasons to live, the only place 4 u 2 b is in d grave..bcoz here in this world, is the place 4 people who wants 2 live and fight 4 their basic needs..and that's what life is"

p/s: wow..i was shocked..dan sebak hatiku..(fake sgt)..hak3

p/s: but seriously the statement is awesome...(stop it aiph)..;p

att: Anyway, bla aku turn page sebelah..aku nmpak artis half naked..

att: pergh...stim la dowh pagi2 indah camni...terasa ini dunia aku punya'

att: sambil menutup mata aku berimaginasi..dan terus berimaginasi...arghhh..

att: oiit bengap.!..bangun..!..dh smpai opis..apa kau igt ini bas bapak kau punya.?..

att: arghh..kcau stim betol..btw, i just wanna say..mybnk SUCKS..!..

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

Buaya darat

2011-01-16T17:09:00.001+08:00

When the destiny comes

You have no choice but to face it

And be strong

I have chosen a path of my own. Digging bunch of a gold no matter where it takes me to. I am totally not so greedy about it. But that's how you start a good life.

p/s: Ayat basi.."ohh, lamanya xupdate blog"

p/s: So what...Aku bz cam haram..sibuk woo..sibokk..kakaka

p/s: Few days ago aku merentas sungai Rajang...perghhh..its the creation of the Creator.

p/s: Klw jatuh, pandai2 la kau berenang...tau berenang saja xckup..msti laju

p/s: Kerna klw kau merangkak slow motion kt sungai tu..alamat jd habuan sang Buaya

att: Kemudian aku masuk satu kampung

att: Cari ilham wat design..manatau dpt byk ilham tempatan..

att: Got to admit it..its rough and tough..mmg kau org xmo masuk

att: Tapi budi bahasa dia org..Aku prcaya lg baik dr diriku sndri..hak3

att: Walau aku xpaham bhasa dia org..dia ckp, aku angguk..angguk..dan angguk lg

att: Sampai satu masa dia org berkata.."Apa yg kau angguk2 ni setan.."..kakakaa

Ohhh..bos aku bg masa 1 bulan..utk design kapal kargo...klw x, aku dpecat...arghh..tolongg. Sang buaya, jgn la makan saya....Tubuh saya mmg sedappppp...Tp tiada kesucian abadi...Wakakakakakakaa..

~just me

Sang Pemimpi Sesat

I'm leaving

2011-01-04T14:58:00.000+08:00

Cause I'm leaving

On a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Babes, I'm gonna miss you all

I have been travelling a lot already. Alone I flow with the wind. I had to admit it, that its hard sometimes. Come to a stranger's land, adapting and when you started to felt in love with it, that's the time for you to leave. And never look back..Alone I go....

p/s: Hidupku bagai seorang perantau

p/s: Dan penuh dengan tanggungjawab

p/s: Walau kekadang melencong dari tujuan sebenar...;p

p/s: Kau org igt aku cool dan pelik..?..Ohh tidakk

p/s: Aku sebenarnya chomel..kakakaka..bweekkkk..geli aku alip..geli..yakss

p/s: auwwww...pelissss.....;p

att: Smlm aku p gntg rmbut kt kdai bapok..erkkk..

att: So wat..?..ada aku kisah..lawa kot dia org gnting...

Aku: Awak2, gunting rmbut sy yg paling style yekkk...

Bapok: boleh saja..asalkan hatinya senang (suara garau yg howt dan ala2 endon)

Aku: awak, apa pasai rmbut sy ni sma ja..xdak style pon..

Bapok: iya-iya..yg pentingnya didalam..klw dlmnya kata style, maka style jadinya

Aku: Tp saya pentingkn luaran..dalaman xksah...(air mata meleleh...erkk..helllloo)

Bapok: uuuiiiii..lukanya diluar ngak apa2 kok..jgn luka didalam..yg didalam itu lagi sedap bukan..?

erkkk...sambil itu kepalaku diurut mnja..aishhh...mengingau mlm tau igt kata2 kau itu....arghhhh.. dalam sungguh mksudnya..apa mksudmu itu..?.~! ka3...;p

P/S: Aku akan merindui kau org semua..Aku akan terbang ke tanah seberang sabtu ini..slamat mlm utk kau org semua. Maafkan dosa silamku..Buang yg keruh, ambik yg jernih...(euww..gedik ok statement tue..hak3)

adios..~

just me:

Akulah Sang Pemimpi

dan itu dia

2010-12-28T19:39:00.001+08:00

Fly wherever u wanna go

Just dont forget to come back home

to where you belong

Hidup bertapa mmmg mgiurkan..Bagai hidup nak mati..Bagai klimaks dan nak klimaks lagi..bagai gila tapi terencat otak..apa kau org sudah gilakkkkk??........

p/s: Aku terasa diri bebas...bebasss..(sebenarnya takut kena marah bos).

p/s: Secara rasminya aku telah brnti kejo sebagai service engineer...adios amigos

p/s: dan beralih ke kejo baru..planning engineer...bon voyage...

p/s: I'm going to kuching swk....bon appetite

Teringat peristiwa aku bjalan2 kt pulau "bersetubuh" sambil kusyuk memerhatikan monyet bogel tgh klimaks..

Jijik.monyet itu mmg jijik ;p.."untuk tontonan 18 tahun ke atas sahaja"

terbayang aku bebgel disitu smbil senyum tersipu2..."sesuai untuk tontonan umum"

ooo..tidakkk...kau jgn sekali2 bayangkn..mengiurkan d0wh....larikkkkkkkkkkk........kakakakakakaakakaka

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Not another stupid jokes

2010-12-15T12:23:00.001+08:00

Love your friends

And Enemies

Don't say i'm a racist coz I am not...And I hate to be one..Lets be 1 Malaysia...

p/s: Hati wa panas ini hari..panas...

p/s: Sampai tahap aku aku nk lempang kau berkali2..

p/s: Walau aku bkerja bwah kau..tp aku bukan kuli batak kau

p/s: dan bukan hamba abdi yg boleh kau buat sesuka hati..

p/s: Mentang2 lah bahasa melayu kau berbunyi skema dan layak dapat A

"perut saya sangat besar..bagaimana mahu keluar"

"panggil dia datang mari"

p/s: Aku msih bertahan kerna aku masih boleh bertahan

p/s: sambil memuaskn hati org lain yg suka berkata

"biasa la tu..cari pengalaman..biasa la tu"

att: biasa wat d fark..

att: I'm not a dumb who cannot distinguish btwen a slave & a real job

att: Kau org yg msih blajar, bkerja kerajaan & bkerja syrikat2 bsar sila bersyukur

att: dan jgn byk mengeluh, mbuang masa, malas, bgosip xabis2..mntak bonus nk gmpak

att: Kerna dengan segulung ijazah, aku hnya berjaya mnjadi kuli

att: Yg kerja harianku lap kasut & jaga stor.....perghh

att: Namun aku masih ttp bkerja keras..hak3

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Kubur untukmu

2010-12-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

If I die young

Bury me inside

With flowers & prayers

Tik tok tik tok...the clock is moving fast and leaving everything behind. Still remember those days when I'm stucked in the middle of life crisis and everything seems to be so impossible..I closed my eyes, and pray..And when I opened my eyes, I saw You..Standing right infront of me..holding a candle with a light on Your face..Thank you...Thank you...

p/s: Hidup tak selalunya indah

p/s: Hati tak selalunya ceria

p/s: Perut tak selalunya kenyang

p/s: Rupa tak selalunya cantik menawan

p/s: Nasib tak selalunya baik

p/s: Tubuh tak selalunya sihat walafiat

Namun, kita masih bisa bernafas pada saat ini bukan..?...Ketahuilah...dan hembuslah nafas kesyukuran..

att: Hati berkata kepada otak

att: Kerna otak ini sudah berlumut..dan melucah sahaja kerjanya..

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

The bridge

2010-12-03T08:35:00.000+08:00

World without a boundary

Life without a limitation

Journey without an end

My life is so empty...~

p/s: I'm off to penang today

~just me
rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Main goncang2

2010-11-30T15:46:00.002+08:00

Life is either a daring adventure

or nothing...

I was once said, I hate books and I can't wait to be an employee. But hey, I was totally wrong. I missed those moments where bos is not our concerns.

p/s: Pagi2 lagi santung nie dh potpet2...sakit otak wa..ciss

p/s: Dia pndang wa smbil mulut bkumat-kamit..wa buat2 bodoh

p/s: Amik wireless sony walkman, sumbat kt telinga..depan bos..!..sentap..!

p/s: Ambik kau...U will not terminate me..coz u need me more than u wanna kick me

Masa lunch tadi wa makan sorg2..mmg romeo yg tak laku..ciss..tetiba ada sorg apek tua ddk meja sebelah..Tanpa segan silu, dia sapa sorg mamat bngla nie..

Apek: ayaaa...u buat apa duduk sanaa..

bngla: Sy punya suka la...u blm rehat sudah turun makan tarak bising..

Apek: Tarak kerja dtg makan laa..mana bole duduk kilang main goncang2

bngla: U main goncang2 apa..?...

Apek: Itu la...goncang itu barang kuat2..(Sambil tunjuk aksi tgn sperti sedang mlncap)

bngla: U gemok...itu barang kecil punya..tarak bagus...

I'm Shocked..!!..tetiba nasi tsumbat kt lobang tekak wa...smbil tsedak2 wa maki2 dlm hati..

att: Ooiiiiiiiiiiiii apek...OOiiiiiiiiiii mat bngla..klw iya pon kau org nk bcerita pasal Goncang2, Barang2 segala, tugu la lpas wa abis mkn..cilakakk. .jijik tauu..jijik.... wakakakakakakaakakakaa... .(yg sebenarnya, hati saya perit dimaki bos pagi2 buta..cilaker...huk3)...;p

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Kemut-kemut

2010-11-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

Deep inside me

I'm still so weak

And scared

I was looking right thru the mirror, and I saw a weak young man..Who was once tried to end his life over nothing, cried for a dream land, and crawled to a darkside..And now, this young man struggling hard in order to survive. Eventho I know, deep inside, he's still so weak..and hurt..

Dr: Kamu masuk tgn kamu dalam lobang atas itu

Aku: haaa..?.lobang atas itu kan jubo dia..eeee...yakkksss..

Dr: memang betol..masukkan dulu tangan dlm jejubor itu..nanti kamu dapat rasa janin dia

Aku: ehh..bukan kna msuk tgn dlm "Sotong" dia kaa.?.Anak dia dlm tu kan.?

Dr: Sotong..?..lembu mana ada sotong...!..

Aku: Maksud saya Dr, lobang bawah.."p*p*k" yg leper tue.

Dr: Ooo..itu "sotong" aaahh..Itu "Sotong" xbleh kacau punya, nanti dia kemut-kemut

Aku: Apa masalah klw dia kemut-kemut..?..

Dr: Xda msalah..Takut itu "sotong" naik nafsu, kamu yg susah woo..

Aku: erkkkkkkkkkk..haaa..?..naik nafsu..?...

p/s: Kau org pg la MAHA 2010 bru kau org dpt rasa maen kemut-kemut...

p/s: "Sotong" naik nafsu..?...kakakakakakaka

~just me
rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Cubitan ibu

2010-11-25T12:23:00.000+08:00

eventho my arms are small

But it will keep you warm

For as long as I'm alive

Intai2 orang..rupa2nya cuma ada pkerja2 bngla..cisss

usha2 filem satu warn..nyum2..

bosannn...filem xmenarik..padan xmenang oscar

Waktu rehat..masa utk tido..hak3

p/s: Semalam aku mimpi kena marah mak aku..

p/s: Mak cubit peha aku smpai lebam

p/s: Ampun mak..ampun..janji xbuat lgi..ampun mak..

p/s: Mak makin mengganas dengn cubitan yg lebih girang

p/s: Aishhh...mimpi ngeri syiall....ngeri...~~

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Stalker

2010-11-23T16:53:00.000+08:00

You close your eyes when you cry. That's ok.

Just don't keep them closed too long.

Things have become beautiful since you last looked.

There's nothing more to cry about.

Almost the end of Nov. And Dec is coming...I wish I was somewhere..A place that I dreamed of.. As I walked across the street, I observed people. There's so much to learn from this people's behavior...Errkk,,aku bukan Stalker..!!..caittt

p/s: Dari pagi tadi aku asyik memandang jam di dinding
p/s: Mengira detik waktu..lmbatnya 5.30pm...aishh
p/s: Hati mula gusar..runsing...xtenteram..
p/s: Cemas seketika..dan kemudian tenang semula..cemas..tenang..cilaakakkk
p/s: Emergency nie...adehhh..emergency..emergency...

att: Bos membulatkan mata..merenung aku sepertinya sudah bersedia
att: Bersedia utk menjolok aku bila2 masa tatkala aku cuba melarikan diri dr opis
att: Bos..tolong laa..please..tolongla lepaskn saya ini hari..
att: Gas memasak saya di rumah dh abis bos..gawat..gawat..!.
att: sape soh sibok sgt jdik anak dara maen msak2..
att: Hancur hatiku hari ini...hancur..punah..sakit...~
att: Tiada siapa akan dtg msuk meminang dh...

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Lobos

2010-11-19T13:36:00.000+08:00

The world will definitely change

But the memory remains

Sometimes, I feel like the world is changing rapidly without considering what's going on around. And the people move along. But when I closed my eyes last night, I was thrown back into the past..And I realized that what am I doing today, was exactly the same as I did years back then...

p/s: Pagi2 lg aku semngat bgun..

p/s: Sbb ini hri cuti..Cuti MC..knon xsihat..ka3

p/s: bkak peti ais, ambik ikan, ayam, sayur, bwang segala..

p/s: Sumpah smgat aku msak..gilakkk

p/s: Goreng ayam, tkena mnyak pnas..cool..

p/s: Goreng ikan, tkena mnyak pnas..tarik napas dalam2..

p/s: Goreng sayur, pon tkena minyak pnas..meletop..!!!

p/s: Cilakerrr betol.!.belobang2 tgn aku..LOBOS sana sini..cisss

p/s: Oiiii minyak..ang jaga prngai ang..kang aku rogol ang kang...caitttt...!

att: Msti kau org igt de special event hari ini bukan..?..

att: Yg sebenarnya, aku bgun awal sbb tkanan otak..!

att: Tertekan sbb xpg kejo..tipu bos lagi..;p

att: Dan aku berseorangan drumah..bosaaaaaannnnnn..gilakkk..

att: Sbb itu la aku maen masak2..pastu mkn sorg2...caittt

att: Somebody Help Me..!!...kakakakaka

p/s: Anyway, itu gmbr kngn wa 1st time maen ice skate..mcm harammm..tegedik2 sondol2 merata2..jatuh2 smpai bsah kuyup..mmg LOser..kakakaka...xreti dol..wa org kmpung ulu pdalaman rural area yg tersisih...kakakaa....Dan kngan sondol2 itu blaku genap setahun lepas....

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Kelab anon

2010-11-11T12:23:00.001+08:00

I caught myself in

I caught myself out

I just haven't met you yet

Its almost noon..and here I am, stuck in the middle of the city..Wondering around where to go next..

p/s: Ini hari, msuk2 opis, bos suruh design alat display compressor

p/s: Pastu dia suruh wa p cari kilang2 utk manufacture itu barang..

p/s: huu~apa mau tgu lgi..naek motor sport wa, trus pecut cari kilang..

p/s: Smpai tgh jln..nmpak pak joko jual nasik lemak..makk aiii..sedappppp~pewittt~

p/s: Bhnti jap..hasrat ingin beli nasik lemak kerang...Tetiba pak joko bersuara.

"Waahh..kacak ya pakainya..kerja yaa..apa sekarang masa rehat?"

Wa mperkenalkn diri..

"Iya pak..kerja..kerja di kota kemuning..mau cari kilang pmbuatan ni pak..smbil mnyelam minum air..hek3"

bapak berkata lagi..

"uiii..jauh itu kota kemuning..ini bukan minum air udah ini..smbil myelam mkn nasi lemak gitu. har..har..har....apa anak ini kerja dispatch ya.?..bsyukur la..yg pnting ada pkerjaan...

p/s: erkkkkk..ehemmm..sentap..!!.sunyi sepi..angin bertiup makin laju..bagai tergelak2 tgk wa...

helllloooo Bapakkkkkk...saya ini bukan mat dispatch ya pakkkk...saya ini jurutera..apa muka saya ini mcm tukang kutip surat yaa..?....wa ckp dlm hati je la.. cilakkkkkk...wakakakakakakakakka..

Dedikasi khas besamamu tv3:

1. Lumut, maafin wa atas kekusutan dlm page ang..subuh2 g wa dh bgun drive pg Lumut Perak semata2 nk cari ang walaupun hari hujan...tp xjumpa plak..kakakakakak

2. Trimas utk anon no3..ang mmg terbaekkkk. oo, anon itu bukan wa..wa xangkat bakul sndri..malu woo~~..kakkakaka...I know wat u did last summer..hak3..

3. Trimas juga utk ang frodo..sama mcm lumut, subuh2 wa dh drive merata cari ang..tp xjmpa..last2 wa tertonggek kt stesen minyak tgu ang...kakakaka

4. Dan juga utk kau org kelab anon2....kakakakakaakaa

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

gilak

2010-11-09T19:12:00.000+08:00

And then she ask me

Do I look alright

And I say yes

You are wonderful tonight

I had a blowing fan in my room. It has a timer..for every hour, I had to wake up again and again just to make sure that it keeps on blowing..damn...

p/s: Ini hari, aku tipu sama aku punya bos..

p/s: Sebab smlm aku mc..buat2 sakit..ponteng kejo

p/s: Pagi tadi dia tanya, "are u okay?"

p/s: untuk mnjadikan mc aku real, aku jwab ngn muka kesakitan

p/s: "not really..my head is still twisting around..i dont feel good"

p/s: pastu dia ckp.."OMG, u go now..go and see d doctor..just leave your work..we'll cover"

p/s: Sambil buat2 batuk, aku jwab "but bos..hmm..but..okay then..i go see the doc"

att: Aku kuar opis smbil batuk2..pastu memecut laju ke mcD..order double cheese..mak aii..

att: Mmg doctor itu terbaekkk..

att: Tetiba aku rasa besalah ngn bos...

att: Dan makan brger itu smpai abis...sedap woo~~

att: apakah?....sudahhhh..lupakan...kakakakaka

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

xsuka perempuan

2010-11-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

Will you marry me

Yes I do

Everyone have their own point of view. So, let them have it.

p/s: Aku baru balik dr smbut pryaan dpavali d cmeron highland

p/s: xsia2 aku berpuasa sebulan...kakakakakaa

p/s: Otw balik, mber tnjuk msg dr seseorg

p/s: Msg yg sumpah wat aku rasa cam nk lempang org pon ada..

p/s: Bunyi sms seperti berikut:

"abe rasa aliph ni ok x?..i nak je luahkan prasaan kt dia..Tapi takut die xde prasaan kt i..mksud i, die kn xsuka prempuan..."-SMS yg baru sahaja diterima..panas..panas...bikin howt saja~

att: Ok, lemme get dis nice & clear.

att: Aku, klw aku nk suka siapa2 pun, itu aku punya pasal.

att: Aku kawen ngn tenuk ka, tapir ka, itu aku punya pasal.

att: Mentang2 aku ni kacakk & chomel, kau org ckp aku xsuka perempuan sebab aku masih single

att: Apa perlu ka aku merogol sana sini, brmaksiat siang mlm, tebuk2 lobang hari2

att: Baru kau org ckp aku suka prempuan..?..

att: Biar la aku mbuat onar & kntroversi kt laman ini..xdak kaitan dgn hdup kau

att: Wat the hell man..pokok xkan brgoyang klw xdak angin..erkk

att: Apa yg susah sgt nk goyang..kau pg je la goyangkn pokok itu..xpyah tgu angin..caitt

###: Untuk menjawab soklan kau itu

###: Biar aku beterus terang

###: Sila buang hasrat kau itu

###: Sebab aku mmg xdak prasaan thdap kau..lgsung..sumpah

###: Kau mmg 'cantik'..tp mgkin taste aku ini tinggi melangit

###: Bagai langit dan bumi..aku xlyak utk kau..sebab aku sudah punya org laen

###: Dan pastinya dia seorang wanita yg aku suka..bkn kau suka..

###: Teka teki kau org tjawab~~~~end.....

bekas2 skandal, sila tutup mulut & iyakan sja...wakakakakaka...(joke okay..joke..kang dpt sms lg.cait)..kntroversi hnya utk org2 howt..klw x, msakan ada kntrvesi..admit it Jenab..cilakakk..wakakaka

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

aku horny

2010-11-03T16:19:00.000+08:00

And again

When dreams become reality

Listening to fly.fm kingston (UK edition) while dreaming and looking at the ceiling coz there's a shining stars up there...o yeahhhh....

p/s: Ari ni kja aku mengelamun memanjang..
p/s: Baiki machine sambil tersenyum2
p/s: Punggah tong gas smbil tersenyum2
p/s: Tersungkur & terjatuh sambil tersenyum2
p/s: Buat report smbil tersenyum2
p/s: I have dgree in chem enrg but now I do mechanical sambil tersenyum2
p/s: Aku dpt berita gmbira ptronas sambil liur mngalir keluar bagaikn kucing horny..hornyyyy..

Dan sambil tersenyum2 bagai gila bayang...ooo..indahnya langit..indahnya jalanraya...

Tidakkkkkkk......aku gila bayang ari nii..horny wei..hornyy.wakakakaka. cukoopppp..mau pulang p swim..hak3

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Aliph the Loser

2010-11-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

Now I realize

Dream is just a dream

It's raining today..and then I suddenly realized that I'm just a dreamer..A worse one..I keep on dreaming and hoping every single day..Wishing for something which is so hard to reach..No matter how hard I tried..It keeps failing...and failing...

p/s: Terasa diri bagai seorang Loser

p/s: Saya memang xberguna pada hari ini..

p/s: Kerna segala impian dan mimpi saya sudah berkubur

p/s: izinkan saya menginsafi diri pada malam ini..

p/s: Walau ianya hanyalah untuk sementara..

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Tukang kayu

2010-11-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

Cause you're amazing

just the way you are

How does it feels when you stuck in one place not because you don't wanna move forward, but because the "Birokrasi" retarded you from doing so? It sucks isn't it.

p/s: Ini dunia penuh dengan procedure mcm bitching

p/s: Benda simple jadik complicated

p/s: Dan klw kau anak org "besar", maka senang la kau

p/s: Tapi klw kau anak tukang kayu, mintak maaf..sila ikut procedure

p/s: Sumpah ari senin xbest...cilakakkk....hak3..

att: Td ada sorg Engineer baru msuk..chnse look sket dr aku..

att: Best woo ada mber baru..hak3..

att: Msa lunch wa smbang2 kosong..tetiba wa ngn spontan tnya:

att: You dpt bsic gaji bpe..?..

att: Dia pun ngn spontan jwab:

att: oo..rm*#$*$*#

att: Wa ngn spontan senyap dan habiskn nasi itu tanpa berkata apa2

huh: Sebab aku sentap..dia baru msuk, tp gaji dia lg bsaq dr aku...tidakkkkkk..!!..sebab apaaa...?.

huh: Apa aku nie xckup chnse look kaaa?...arghhh..cilakkkkk...

huh: Aku mau berenti kja..xksah..mau brnti jgak..huh

huh: I was just talking crap..ignore me...hak3

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Nice ass

2010-10-27T15:51:00.002+08:00

I don't care

So what

p/s: Semalam balik dr opis, aku trus wat sit-up, pastu g berenang

p/s: Maklumla mahu body beketak2..kakakakaa

p/s: Smpai kt pool, ada 3 org bapok tgh hangout kt tepi pool sambil rokok ala2 chomel

p/s: Aku ignore, warm up bdan, pastu terjun air..perghh..indahhh~~~

p/s: Tetiba aku terdengar (accidentally terdengar..bkn psang telinga) mereka berkata ala2 Janice Dickinson.

"You, ape pasal harri ni xde jantan yang turrun mandi..xtahan nak makan lolipop ni..eee you all nie.."

att: Woiiii...oiiiii...oittttt...apa aku ni bukan jantan kaaa?

att: Mentang2 smlm aku mndi pkai rmbut panjang..arghhh

att: Apa aku ni xde lolipop kaa?...cisss...panas nie..panas...!!

att: Tp xdak hal..bpok2 not my taste...huh...

att: Xpa, ari ni aku mahu turun pkai mcm dlm gmbr..rasa la kauu org..

att: Biar kau org kempunan mkn lolipop.....wakakkakaakaka

okekk..merepek semata2..opis wa sejuk tahap cipan..cilakakkkk...btw, itu gmbr jiran wa..wakakaka

~just me

rAy jR@Aliph

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Romance

2010-10-26T09:01:00.001+08:00

Cause baby tonight,

Its the last dance

of your life

How do you make your girl feel the tenderness of your touch?..How to be a romantic guy if you are not?..

p/s: Mlm semalam aku bersendirian di rumah

p/s: Seronok rasanya dpt bguling2 dari bilik ke dapur ke bathroom..;p

p/s: Mkn coklat..pastu buang sampah ke luar tingkap

p/s: Tetiba aku dengar jeritan ngeri...

p/s: Woiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...!..Lu jgn buang smpah dr atas haa...wa rogol sama lu nanti...

p/s: Amoi tua membebel..ngeri seyyhhhh...xleh tdo mlm..traumaaa...!

p/s: aishhh..aku tlupa rumah aku 10 tgkat & aku d tgkat 5....

p/s: Laen kali nk buang ehem2 plak...~~wakakakakaka

~just me

rAy jR@Aliff

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Kupu-kupu

2010-10-23T09:31:00.001+08:00

Its good to be just you once in a while

Don't be shy

I saw those butterfly flying beautifully in the air..And I wish I could be one of them..But hey..!!.Wake up and dream no more..Cause I am a butterfly already..Only say what you got to say..~~

p/s: Amaran..!.Ini adalah kehidupan seorang engineer..~
p/s: Pergi kerja..balik kerja...pergi..balik..
p/s: Kini aku menetap d S.Alam..bkerja sebagai kuli enjen dam mesin..
p/s: Pada mulanya, aku mahu upload gmbar aku berlompat2 xberpakaian..
p/s: Tapi tiba2 ada bisikan kedengaran..

att: "Apa kau sudah gilakkk...buang tebiat..~~wakaakkaa"
att: Sumpah scary syial bisikan tue..seram sejuk..psssttttt...~

~just me

rAy jR@Aliff

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Papa jahat

2010-10-21T14:34:00.001+08:00

Life is hard & tough

But that's the satisfaction

There was a time, I had my dream come true. Walking in the shadow, passed across the street, without anyone bother. This is my life, I've been living in this moment and I looked around, can't believe what's happening to me...

p/s: Dulu masa zaman kanak2, Aku suka layan pokemon..sumpah pikachu chomel

p/s: Bila dh remaja, aku suka layan "naughty america"..~muahh~

p/s: Skunk bila dh matang, aku layan kuali kt dapur..main masak2..wakakaka

p/s: Masa untuk santai..~~

~just me

rAy jR@Aliff

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

jiwa gilakk~~

2010-10-18T22:28:00.003+08:00

No matter how far I go

I always remember my starting point

I always gamble with life no matter what it took. Keep on saying to myself, let just follow the wind..And it brings me here...

p/s: Jiwaku kosong sambil termenung memandang luar tingkap

p/s: Kelihatan cahaya2 berkelipan dari i-city

p/s: Rinduku padamu bulan...cissss...gilakk~

p/s: oo salju, turunlah dikau..cepat turunnn..gilakk.!!

p/s: Yg sebenarnya, buat pertama kalinya...aku...aku..aku..

p/s: merindui kedua org tuaku...hmmm..

~just me

rAy jR@Aliff

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Syukur

2010-10-16T12:22:00.002+08:00

A great person

Began with a small steps

Just a simple yet meaningful words...

Thank you mother..you can sit back and relax n0w..lemme d0 the w0rking stuffs..

p/s: Yg konv0 itu saya..bukan mak saya..tapi mak saya excited melebihi saya...wkaakkaa

p/s: She looks so happy that day...oo mother...

p/s: btw, wa kje kt shah alam skunk..technical service engineer..

p/s: Menunggu offer pet yang xkunjung tiba...syukur terhadap Mu

Segulung Ijazah tercatat "Bachelor of Chemical Engineering (Gas Technology)"

~just me

rAy jR@Aliff
www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

~Gengbang

2010-10-02T14:11:00.001+08:00

Give me some sunshine

Give me some rain

Give me another chance

I wanna grow up once again

Today is my last day here in this town before i'll be flying back for my graduation..Apply cuti 2 minggu..Approved.. But then again, we'll see whether i'm coming back here again or not to b with carigali...Looking for an offer in kL for my soul is no longer here..hmmm..

p/s: Hari ni gunting rmbut
p/s: Shopping toxedo
p/s: Packing2 barang
p/s: Bayar yuran konvo...

att: Semua belom buat....aishhh...
att: Kepala masih pening sbb smlm
att: Electro @ white room.....0ne sh0t...
att: Kamu2 yg tdur blik wa smlm, sila tlg kmas balik tilam2 itu..sepah syial..
att: Ini la natijahnya ber "gengbang"...wakakaakkaa

~just me

rAy jR@Aliff
www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

Hari b0xer sedunia~~

2010-09-26T10:01:00.001+08:00

"Always prepare for the sinking ship

Cause you never know when"

Guys, its time to wake up...take shower & put on your boxer...baju xpayah..pnas..!!

Sebab ari ni masa utk mgemas bilikkkk...argghhh...tidakk..bibik, mana kau bibik...kakakaka...

Pasni sumpah aku nk tdo dlm cinema je..xyah kmas2...kakakakaa..

~just me

rAy jR@Aliff

Hook-up~

2010-09-19T12:47:00.002+08:00

I look at the sky

and I know the "world" is mine

When I woke up this morning, there's only one thing that makes me smile...the beautiful figure lying on the bed..smooth silky body was lying there without even a piece of cotton on it...And its beautiful...muahhh..

Have a good morning all...I just wanna stay on my bed.. nak tidoq balik...nice srvice ni..wakakakaka....

p/s: I wanna celebrate my life and put my hands up in the air...cause babey, its on..its on..

~just me

rAy jR@Aliff

Hensem~~..

2010-09-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

I am just a servant

But I work hard to be the best servant

Wishing everyone a nice holiday and a happy season..Dont drink and drive babey..
As for me, I will always be like this..Flow with the wind...

p/s : Smlm aku g bzar ramadhan nk beli lauk pauk..
p/s : Masa tu aku pkai uniform kuning dari atas ke bawah (coverall)
p/s : Tanpa ku sangka ada 1 satu team bapuk sedang cuci mata kt tepi bzar tu..
p/s : dia jerit.."abang ptronas..!!..abang ptronas..!!"
p/s : Watttt...!!!...sumpah aku rasa cam aku ngah bjalan bogel kt bzar tu..kakakaa

anyway,slamat hari raya dari aku kepadamu..muahhhh....;p

~just me

ray jr@aliff

erkkk.....

2010-08-28T20:51:00.001+08:00

I am doing my work and put my full effort to make it right

How bout you?

Words louder than actions?

Sumpah lama aku xjalan2 kt blog ni....
Aku mgucapkn salam ramadhan..dan slmat bpose...

slmat braya wei...kakakaka....
aku ngh ddk skolah pondok ni..maka tiada kemodenan utk dirasai..kakaka
so what??...yg ptg aku dpt cuci mata..erkkk..larikkk.....kakakaka

~just me

ray jr@aliff

Club itu~

2010-07-15T15:42:00.000+08:00

I'll get back to you

I will

p/s : Sumpah sakit tulang blakang aku skunk ni...Ini semua tektonik punya pasal...cisss
p/s : Ade segerombolan gadis yg sangat parasit
p/s : Aku igtkan golongan adam je yg suka sambar wanita..rupanya...
p/s : Kau org lg ganas woo~...aku bdiri nk pg tandas pun kau nk sambar..caitt..
p/s : Apa kau igt aku ni lelaki murahan kaa?.caittt..erkk.larikk.!.wakakakaa...

att : ini kali last aku ikut kau org hangout
att : Alasan McD kau org mmg xbley pakai...rupanya2 Burger dlm club..cisss...
att : Angpa tanggung kos rawatan pinggang waa...huhhh...

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Value~

2010-07-13T15:19:00.001+08:00

We keep on counting numbers

But we have forgotten, the value it brought to us..

I've been living in the dark for quite sometimes. And there's a time I felt hopeless..But.....hmmmm

Setiap malam aku bermandikan cahaya lilin....Walau ianya perit disuatu ketika..Namun jiwa harus kental..Hati harus tabah...Kerna aku tahu, ada cahaya disuatu sudut....

p/s : Slamat di hari ini....~

p/s : Its 13th...and its my day..~..

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Empty~

2010-07-10T13:01:00.000+08:00

Lying across the street

And smile when you know you're gonna die

p/s : its weekend, and i'm still here..alive
p/s : Dalam proses buat buku photography (photobook designer)
p/s : dan mengemaskini blog photo aku yg usang

www.backyardproperty.wordpress.com

att : damned, its so empty today....

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

up, down..again..faster..arghh~

2010-07-02T14:20:00.000+08:00

When the lights on

Move your asses and start to work

But when the lights off

Don't give a damn. Just go back home.

We shud be thanks to Aliph for his great job in performing the offshore daily status. Now every0ne is moving.

p/s : Sumpah sejuk beben0r dlm offce ni..
p/s : Ari2 dengar oil production..oil production..oil production..
p/s : Ni aku ni hah yg dh naik minyak dh ni...aishhh..
p/s : xamik ikhtibar tol kjadian kt Gulf Mexico tu..huh

att : Tugas harian aku...setiap sejam, naik lift
att : dari tingkat tujuh turun ke ground floor..
att : Scan pass card..pastu kuar main entrance
att : Sampai pintu depan..Smoke puas2..
att : Pastu naik tingkat tujuh..sejam kemudain buat bnda yg sama

anyway, utk kau engineer Turkmenistan yg dh abis kontrak ari ni..slamat tgl..slamat bjaya..
Sumpah 1st time aku dgr nama negara tu...masalah aku yg ulu..cilakakk..kakaka
Alangkah indah idup seperti seekor harimau yg buas..kakakakaka..

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Ugly Loser~

2010-06-29T21:13:00.002+08:00

The world is always fair

But not the people

Trust nothing

Never~

Where am I suppose to go...what am I suppose to do...what's my future gonna be....

p/s : Ari ni aku jmpa 2 org minah "Ch0mel" ala2 cinta kolesterol

p/s : yg sorg sebelum exercise, yg sorg lagi selepas exercise.

p/s : Tapi sumpah perangai dua2 sama..kimak mcm fark

p/s : pdhal yg si krus ni kje makguard je..nk kerek2 ngn aku plak..cisss..(PMS)

p/s : Aku ckp gdmorning, dia bkn nk reply..jeling2 plak..ugly betty t0l..huh..(PMS)

p/s : si montel ni plak bdget comel..Then prangai melebey2 ala2 singa laut..(PMS)
p/s : Ari2 camni woo~ lau skali skala xpe jg0k..~

att : Wa xksah fizikal lu, keja lu, bckground lu..yg wa kisah prangai lu mcm fark..

att : c0me on la malaysian..xsalah kot bebudi bahasa kt org..senyum skeyt weii

att : muka dh hampeh..perangai?..lau aku b0gel depan lu bru lu tau..addicted trus..!

att : Lu tgu 1 hari nti wa sound lu..PMS t0l k0rg ni..huh

Aku pon ngh PMS ni...aishhh..nk g tampal jp..wakakakakaa...

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

SAngap..!!!

2010-06-26T15:19:00.004+08:00

When everything in your life has leaving you behind

Always remember, that there is always something that stays with you

Hope..

Whatever it takes, no matter how hard it is for this next 6 months, I will perform better and I will always stay ahead..Bos, thanks for the chance..

p/s: penat woo~..baru balik dari Labuan gas terminal
p/s: Kemudian aku terbayang saat2 aku terpaksa berada lama disana..
p/s: Sangap...!!..sume jantan..tarak tino..xmo2...sakit woo~..kakaka
p/s: Bos, tolong la antar dak2 pmpuan kje kt gas terminal tu..sian staff2 ctu sume jate
p/s: ari2 terbayang akan ketemu ikan duyung...wakakakaka..

att: Thank you bos for giving me those project
att: I promise u I'll do whatever it takes to find d solution
att: erkk..cane aku nk start ni?...hmm...bertapa lagikk..hak3

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Karma hukum aku~

2010-06-20T12:13:00.002+08:00

Right or left

Its still the path you've chosen

Therefore, why must you regretted it

chill up and smile

my friend used to say, for every single things happened to us, there must be thousand reasons for it..My friend used to say, if we've lost something valuable in our life today, we will get better than what we've lost. Should I believe it or should I not?..yes i do

Perbualan romantik purple kepada Mr bean..

Purple: Mr bean, sy dh nk pg dh ni..doakan sy bjaya yee
Mr bean: awak jga diri leklok tau..dlm 5 bulan lgi kte jmpa okay
Purple: Keep your promise tau
Mr bean: I will..But u promise me to tke care of urself k

Malangnya pada suatu hari, purple telah pergi buat selamanya kerana terlibat dlm kebakaran rumah yg sungguh menyayat hati...Sebak didada, namun ianya suratan takdir...

p/s : Aku bru bgun pagi..slamat pgi semua
p/s : Ibu, slamat hari ibu..ayah, slamat hari bapa..
p/s : Purple, rest in peace yaa....
p/s : Hari ini aku nk tgk anak setan..diorg kata best..tp aku xtau..tgk sudeyy..hak3

URGENT: Woii budak bising, thnk u byk2 sbb byk tlg aku..thnks sbb apply petronas utk aku..thnks sbb byk loankan aku kwangan..thnks sbb ang mmg pndgar yg baek..thnks sbb semuanya..jasamu dikenang...Arigattoooo....~~...

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Hari Hitamku~

2010-06-16T09:16:00.000+08:00

I believe things happen sometimes

I believe that things happened for a reason

I believe in it..and i have to believe

Its too much..But I will not give up..

p/s : Smlm hujan..sejuk woo~..tapi hujan bukan bermakna api xbley dihidupkan bukan?

p/s : kalau kau rasa apa yg kau pakai ari ni xcukup..ko pikir balik..!

p/s : Kalau kau rasa tempat kau tidur hari ni xcool, pikir balik..!

p/s : Kalau kau rasa kau masih lagi kekurangan hari ni, pikir balik..!

att: sebab aku sudah tiada apa lagi kecuali apa yg aku ada semalam..

att: sumpah tiada apa yg tinggal...!

att: Namun aku ttp berada di pejabat utk menyiapkan novel cerita hidupku

hmm: Aku merindui koleksi2 hidupku semuanya

hmm: Namun aku redha dengan kejadian itu..

hmm: Hari ini, hari hitam seumur hidupku, Izinkan aku berkabung atas apa yg terjadi semalam.

hmm: dan tiada carutan utk kali ini melainkan jiwa yg insaf..

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Tembak dalam~

2010-06-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

3 types of loves

And I know exactly which one I am

2nd one

Semut membisiskkan ke telinga si gajah,

xlama kemudian si gajah jatuh pengsan dan terus pitam,

Tau sebab apa?

sebab semut kata,

"Sayang, i hamil anak u"

cilakak punyer semut.."tembak dlm" t0l...gilak seks...wakakakakakkaka

p/s : anyway, itu gmbar time aku p kelly's castle.tmpat bpuaka woo~lariikkk..ka3..

p/s : erkk..actually aku pn xtau sape si kelly...maaf ya bu...kakaka

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

ooo sayang~

2010-06-08T19:23:00.002+08:00

Kami Blogger Picisan

Yang dianggap melukut ditepi gantang

Menyokong Kempen yang dijalankan

oleh sahabat blogger

dan mengutuk sekeras-kerasnya

tindakan Israil terhadap Armada Mavi Marmara

dan Palestin khususnya

-copy paste dr frodo..kakaka-

_______________________________________________________

I'm just a baby, baby, baby ooo...

Was listening to Parody's clip video of justin bieber....Fcuk, it was better than the original song man..erkk...okay, enough wit dat, xlayan sgt...kakakakakaka..

p/s : Aku sudah berada jauh dol..
p/s : Isnin depan masuk suasana kerja baru...malas woo~
p/s : anyway, father gwa sudah balik rumah setelah lama "berhoneymoon"
p/s : Ari tu mama muda msg my mother

"sis, jgn kol2 husband i dulu, kami tengah honeymoon ni..nak jugak anak cepat2..leh kongsi2 harta nanti.."

F** : wat was dat??...ahakz..ang pikiq la sndiri..
F** : anyway, time aku nek flight smlm, kakak pramugari jual mahal woo~
F** : mintak nombor dia xmo bg..cilakakkk...kakaka

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Bapakku Kawen..o yeahh..F**

2010-06-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

I just lose something I hold on too

Just to make things simple...:

Selamat Pengantin baru for u father...

Takziah for u mother....

As for u Bitch perosak rumahtangga....Fuck U...

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Pompuan P*kimak~

2010-06-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

What you have today

Doesn't guarantee you will still have it tomorrow

Almost every morning, my father would called me just to make sure that I am awake and ready for the day. But that changes today when the person who called me this morning wasn't my father but my mother instead. How would you react when your mother tell you that your father is going for a second wife? This was my reactions and I did that few hours ago...

1st action (Calling the 2nd wife)

Aku : slm puan, good evening..puan apa kbr?
Puan : slm...sihat..siapa bcakap?,cari siapa?
Aku : Ni sy ni anak tuan (tut***), puan kenal ayah sy?
Puan : Maafla...sy xknal...
Aku : Xpe la klw puan xknal..ni sy cuma nk bgtau skeyt la..
Aku : Td nmbor puan ni ada kol kt umh sy, ggu fmily sy, ugut2 fmily sy..
Aku : Ni sy nk igtkn la..klw puan ada buat semua tu, puan buat silap besaq
Aku : Sy ni nk kata mnteri bukan, tp klw fmly sy kna kcau, sumpah susah idup puan nti
Aku : So sy nk bg igatan skeyt la, Tlg jgn ggu fmly sy klw xnk susah..
Puan : oo..maaf yee..sy xtau family encik ni...emmm..
Aku : Xdak niat nk tduh2 puan..cuma nk igtkn..klw bkn puan xpe la..
Aku : Tapi klw betul puan ada buat, igt2 la yeee...slm..

2nd action (call the father)

Aku : Dad, where r u?
Father : I'm outstation smewhre..have u took ur dinner?
Aku : oo really..mom kol me just now...she said smtg and i think u knw what..
Father : emm....i'm otw back after evertg settle..emm..
Aku : just 2 remind u father, dont ruin the palace u have build okay..
Aku : No matter what, think about the consequences.....slm..
Father : emm...okay2..

3rd action (call the mother)

1 hour of conversations, but as the conclusion u know what i've said 2 my mom?..

Mom, just let him go and we live the way we wanted..Besides, u're still looks hot and if he can did this, u can do better than him...You have ur children and he just lost his assets...Remember, do ur prayer and seek for His guidance...

As for you father, Think again for every actions u took...Don't regret it..I love u for u're a cool father..but dat doesnt mean I agree with ur actions..

makian Aku :

Untuk Kau Pompuan P*kimak...Kau mmg mcm hanjing..sekali aku dpt kau, Sumpah aku susahkan hidup kau...Kau nk sgt batang, mari aku kc kau batang penyapu....FARK U BITCH....

p/s : Aku sihat, okay, mood baik, xemo..agak terkejut..Tapi hati aku kental...Xpnah rasa sayu melainkan menyampah..Menyampah dengan perangai manusia Sundal & P*kimak yg ske sgt merosakkn fmly org laen..C0me on dear, Lu salah masuk kndang...

p/s : Ada budak kata otak aku ngh serabut skunk ni..erkkk..xkot..mode hati aku ngh berbunga2..ngah kunyah2 bibir org nie..erkkk...kakakakakaka

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Diam & Cium aku...~

2010-06-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

Shut up & kiss me

Years since I have come by and talk about craps....Lemme start something..

p/s : I was busy with welding course..ambik lesen dol
p/s : Aku bukan nk jadik welder pown..additional advantage..
p/s : Lulus@gagal..mampus aku kisah..kakaka
p/s : Sumpah susah gilakkk...bengkak2 kepala aku kna api woo~..
p/s : Izinkan aku bertapa lagik.aku kelihatan seperti beauty & d beast skunk ni..ciss

att : nyway, masa aku bhnti kt plaza tol utk tgu palang besi diangkat semalam
att : Live depan mata aku pkcik nek motor accident lggar tiang plaza t0l
att : Patah tengkuk, pala injured trok wei..Kondem trus...xgerak2..scary woo~
att : Aku trus turun kete bg bntuan..org lain dok menont0n jer..caitt..
att : Ni aku nak habaq kt angpa...
att : Xkisah la pkcik tu mabuk ke ape ke, klw dh accident, Ko tolong je la..bukan dok sengih2 smbil nonton..moron..!!

hmm : Apa ang ingt aku xtakut kaa??..terketar2 woo kaki aku..tpi aku kuatkn smgt nk tlg pkcik tu..
hmm : Pkcik tu nangis2 kesakitan..aku pegang kpla & badan dia spaya xgerak..kang lgi terok..
hmm : Sumpah pasni aku bwak motor slow2..ngeri woo~..(trauma jap)..huk3..

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Singa KlimaX

2010-05-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

Short & simple :

p/s: Spending my time here in Utara Malaysia...
p/s: Planning to go everywhere & anywhere..
p/s: Ikut angin bos..hahaha
p/s: siang smpai malam sampai suboh..

att : btw, masa aku p nyte safari, aku trnmpak singa afrika tgh brmnja2
att : bila aku tgk bet0l2, rupe2nya singa betina itu tgh climaX..erkk..
att : Tapi jgn harapkan kelahiran anak singa dlm masa trdekat..
att : Kerna singa jantan itu pancut kt mulut..salah tmpat..wakakakaaka

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Atas pokok

2010-05-14T00:13:00.001+08:00

I come

I conquer

And I say TERBAEKK

O yeahhh

By the end of the day, its not the certificate or report card that we are looking at...But how we apply the knowledge we have and put it into pieces of actions...Be independent & learn how to live....

p/s : Jauh aku berjalan mncari makna kehidupan
p/s : Hari ini aku menginap d Sedim Tree Top Walk
p/s : Kedah mai...best d0wh...sumpah indah gler view pokok2 dr atas
p/s : Mencari kedamaian alam...walau ianya hanya sementara
p/s : Namun ianya tetap suatu ciptaan yg damai...o yeahhh..pose skyt.ka3

att : Aku suka peoples watching ("skodeng org") sbb tu favorite aku. ka3
att : I look at people's behavior & I observes. Then I evaluate
att : 0ne day I saw this very "special people"
att : Golongan "istimewa"..I observed, I learned & I evaluate
att : mentally dia mmg kurang dr kita..Tpi aku kagum & terharu..!
att : Sebab dia lurus, honest, senyum sokmo, ckp ikut suka hati....
att : dan yg plg pntg skali, sbb dia ni xhipokrit mcm mnusia normal..

> Senyuman depa ikhlas & suci..
> Kegembiraan depa sumpah xdak mkna laen selain kegembiraan yg ikhlas
> Please, tolonglah hargai & hormati Org kurang Upaya (OKU)
> Kerna pada hari ini, golongan ini telah merubah persepsi aku..
> dan aku hargai mereka...kerna sifat mereka...
> mak aiii..tlg la aku..asal la aku blakon jdi baek ni.cisss.cemari aku cepat wei.ka3
> errkk...peduli apa gwe dngn lakonan mu..hati aku ikhlas kot..hak3

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Peribadi~Xpayah komen

2010-05-06T04:49:00.000+08:00

Aku menulis, bukan kerna simpati..Namun aku menulis kerna hati dan keinginanku untuk memuntahkan racun2 yang pekat disetiap pelusuk tubuhku...

Selama aku berbelog, aku sering meluahkan ketidakpuasan hati yang ada kalanya menyakitkan hati dan memuntahkan segelintir insan..Kehidupan yang penuh dengan sindrom daya sosial yang negatif, panas baran yang melampau, kata2 kesat yang memualkan dan carutan2 yang menjengkelkan...

Tidak sekali aku bersyukur dengan nikmat dunia yang aku rasai...tidak sekali aku berterima kasih atas kurniaan di hari ini...Kalimat2 yg tersembur keluar dari mulutku, hanya dosa semata2..Kisah silam yang telah tamat tarikh luputnya, aktiviti2 najis yang sudah terpesong dari ajaran sebenarnya, sindrom2 negatif yang musnah akhlaknya dan macam2 lagi...

Hidupku bagaikan seorang insan hina yang menumpang disuatu sudut yang kelam di dunia ini...Gara2 kisah silam yang membuatkan diri berduka sehinngga, aku mengheret diriku lebih jauh ke kancah kemaksiatan..semakin hari semakin aku mendekati kesesatan itu...

Aku sering berkata, " aku ini hina"..."aku bakal penghuni api neraka"....kata2 yang diluahkan oleh seorang insan yang bodoh dan buta hatinya...Adakah pintu hatiku telah ditutup rapi hinggakan tiada cahaya yang bisa menembusinya?....Aku sedar, kata2 itu hanya luahan hati muda yang memberontak...Aku bukan siapa2..dan aku tidak layak menentukan kehidupanku diakhirat kelak...Hanya Dia yang menentukan segalanya...Aku sedar....

Terlalu banyak dosaku..dosa2 yang memberatkan rangka2 hidupku yang kian hari kian lemah..Aku sedar akan kehidupan sementara ini..Bila2 masa akan ditarik balik kurniaan oleh Nya..Aku sedar...diriku lemah dan terus lemah...

Luahan ini aku hembuskan atas detik hatiku yg terasa berat diwaktu suboh ini...Walau ianya hanya perasaan yang sementara, namun aku harus hembuskan agar aku tidak sesekali lupa siapa diriku ini..Biar hari esok aku menyesal dengan luahan yang mengaibkan diriku ini, Namun aku mahu ianya terus begitu..Agar aku bisa menjadi insan yang lebih baik akal pikirannya, akhlak, dan segalanya...Walau ianya sekadar angan2 Mat jenin, namun aku yakin dengan kurniaan Yang Esa..

Untuk kali ini sahaja, maafkan aku atas segala kekusutan diriku yang selalu kuluahkan melalui penulisan2 lepas..Maafkan aku sekiranya aku bersikap terlalu menjengkelkan mahupun bersikap plastik semata2..Kerna aku tiada yang lain melainkan seorang insan lemah yang mencari erti sebenar peribadi diriku...Dimanakah aku??

Terima kasih atas nasihat dan budi pekerti segelintir insan..disaat aku memerlukan bantuan pernafasan hidup, mereka selalu ada..Tiada balasan yang dapat aku berikan..Melainkan perubahan diri yang harus aku tonjolkan..Tapi masanya belum tiba...belum terdetik niat untuk berubah..belum tiba waktu itu..dan tidak aku ketahui bila saatnya akan tiba...

Luahan ini adalah sekadar ingatan diriku..diari kehidupan yang harus dijadikan teladan..Mempercayai bahawa setiap insan selayaknya mendapat peluang kedua..Walau kedengaran agak menjengkelkan dan mengada2..Tapi setidak-tidaknya aku bersikap jujur dan lurus bendul...

Sekian sahaja penulisan keinsafan sementara ini...~

p/s : Okekkkk..masa untuk layan cerita biru...wakkaakakka..bubye..

~just me

Akulah SAng Pemimpi

Em0e B0d0h~

2010-05-05T17:43:00.006+08:00

We are just another victims of the system

But then again, why bother?

Straight to the point..It's so obvious that most of us are just the victims of the system. But then again, why keep on becoming the victims...Try to become the master of the system instead...

p/s : Pernah skali aku dscuss ngn ex aku, I was fully in English mode
p/s : Balak dia ada kt blakang kreta, pasang telinga
p/s : And then buat2 paham..pastu wat assumption sndri
p/s : Then mengadu kt ex aku...apa yg dia paham..
p/s : Certain2 time, balak dia tu suka bukak blog aku..
p/s : Baca posting2 aku..buat2 paham.Then wat assumption sndiri..

att : Lemme get this straight to the point beb..
att : Lu klw xpaham BI, xpayah buat2 paham..
att : xpyh wat assmption sndri..pastu mengadu2 kt ex aku..
att : Aku rasa.MUET ak band 6 kot..rasanya la...
att : Lu duduk diam jadi kuli..jadik je la bos klw lu dh layak...
att : "Sekurang2nya kmi bkn mata duitan"?..o ya.aku lpa, lu org "baik2"

@ : Common la, teruskn ngn accent lu yg wat gua meluat tu..
@ : entry sja2.tetiba notice ada STALKER yg suka wat assumption sndri..

~just me

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Stop Bitching..!!~

2010-05-04T04:04:00.005+08:00

Its just the memories after all

So why bother

Fresh and cool...take a break and relax yourself...cut the crap and start ignoring things...but then again, its for your own sake anyway..

p/s : hmm...aku penat kot ngn kata2 blakang ni
p/s : Seyes dol...smpai 1 point aku dh jadi hati batu..ign0re
p/s : Ofcrse, ak tentukan tjuan idup aku..aku pnya ska la ak buat apa
p/s : erkkk...p main jauh2...mndi2 ka..ada pekdah g..ka3

att : ada budak ym aku then maen webcam few days ago
att : pksa2 aku on wbcam pastu bogel2 dpn wbcam..apakah??
att : ni aku nk habaq skyt kt lu & si mulut2 setan (maaf, 18SG)

woi : Aku bukan songsang & murah nk wbcam2 ngn lu
woi : P*kimak punya manusia
woi : Lu jgn anggap aku layan smua org, aku ni songsang..P*kimak
woi : Mana2 yg suka bwak mulut, ni aku bg lu..FARK U BITC..b*bi lu
woi : Jgn maen ckp ja wey...kang aku heret lu msuk nraka ngn aku t..
woi : aku bley sman lu.saman malu.jgn pksa aku.jaga statement lu.!!
woi : Kesabaran gua ada batas....sumpah ada batas...hanjing sial lu...

Sori 4 being so rude. I just hate certain people who likes bitching around. Sorry..

~just me

www.backyardproperty.wordpress.com

Hati Kental~

2010-04-30T04:56:00.003+08:00

Very short and simple..I dedicate this song to any0ne who involved directly@indirectly with my life...

"Dengarlah ini suara hati kami"

Dengan penuh rasa ikhlas lagi suci

Bukan meminta bukan pula memuji

Tapi dari hati..

Hati kami

Kami tahu kami malas

Kami tahu kami nakal

Kami tahu, kami bukan terbaik

Curahkan ajar dan tunjuk

Harapanmu kami balas

Untuk kejayaan di hari esok

Cikgu ampunilah dosa..

Dosa kami...

Mendidik membimbing dengan sepenuh hati

Walau hatimu kami sering sakiti

Namun dirimu tetap,

"Kami sanjungi....."

-5 mutiara-

p/s : Teringat aku zaman2 dulu ketika kami mengarang lagu ini..
p/s : Menangis semua cikgu2 aku dol..kakakaka.
p/s : Maka dengan ini, memandangkan aku sudah tamat pengajianku
p/s : Aku tujukan lagu ini khas buat semua warga pendidik..

att : Mungkin hangpa xrsa sedey sbb ianya xbermakna bgi hangpa
att : Tapi ianya bernilai bagi aku...sumpah bernilai...!!
att : Dan skali hangpa dengaq aku mnyanyi dengan nada yg sedey..
att : Aku gerenti hangpa menangis2 sambil peluk aku...seyes dol..ka3

btw: Lagu ni mmg aku & geng2 aku dulu cipta
dan : Aku smpah xska plagiat2 nukilan yg bukan milikku. Sarcastic. caitt

~just me

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Chaos~

2010-04-28T03:19:00.000+08:00

When I get older, I will be stronger,
They'll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag,
And then it goes back, and then it goes back,
And then it goes back...

I am listening to fly.fm (UK edition) right now..And suddenly I heard this song "Perfect" by Hedley.. And you know what am I thinking right now?..Chaotic mind...!!!...Why??..

p/s : Serabut 0tak aku..
p/s : Besok2 dh nk balik dh kot...ni bukan balik cuti sem cam bse2 boi..
p/s : Ni balik smpai bila2 d0l..sadis k0t...adehhh
p/s : Sumpah aku berat ati nk kemas2 brg dol
p/s : Dulu2 laju je nk balik umah..skunk??

att : Eventho' i'm not perfect, but i'll keep trying
att : trying to be a better person..
att : Maafin gwe atas segalanya...
att : Aku benci muka2 Poker..tapi aku juga akn merindui muka2 ini

psst : Walau hidup tidak seindah suria...Namun hati kena selalu ceria..
psst : Selamat bekerja semuanya..anda tetap engineer2 yg terbaekk...

~just me

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Larikkkk....!!!!

2010-04-24T14:30:00.002+08:00

There is only 0ne thing that keeps me g0ing

Hopes & Prayers

s0metimes running away is the best solution for some problems rather than sit back and think about it over and over again. It's a dead end... Therefore, breath in, relax and enjoy the scenery...

p/s : Menghabiskan sisa2 hariku dengan hobi2 menarik
p/s : Fishing & photography..O yeahhh....
p/s : Mungkin ada ura2 mengatakan aku msuk ptronas sbb Kabel
p/s : meh aq habaq kt ang...
p/s : Itu petronas, bukan bapak aku punya..
p/s : Bapak aku, b0s tlekom...bukan b0s ptr0nas..
p/s : kalau ang mntak pasang kabel telep0n, b0ley2...ka3

att : Adehh...manusia ni, slagi idup, slagi tu la kuat mengata
att : 4 tahun aku amik degree, berjuta2 aku dengaq gosip..ka3
att : Ngak usah dipedulikan semua itu b0i-b0i..itu mulut depa..ka3
att : Jgn susah ati difitnah2 b0i, kerna yg suka mengata itu blm pasti arah tujunya..
att : Sudah ku katakan, inilah dia KARMA...

psstt : Pada masa kau mengata2, aku sudah dapat 100 tawaran..errkk...Rezki ditangan Tuhan b0i..

n0ta penting : Manusia itu lemah b0i, tapi janganlah tambah kelemahan kita itu dengan niat yg buruk..Kerna, suatu hari nanti, semuanya pasti mati...Walau aku bakal menghuni api neraka, tapi aku pasti, Tuhan itu adil...

~just me

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Cucuk dalam-dalam~

2010-04-22T00:45:00.002+08:00

Never blame the system

because the problem comes from us

its us who created the problems

What I do not understand about the system is that, why s0me people are s0 damned sarcastic and acting like they are always right eventho' at that time, they were t0tally wrong and blinded.?...?

p/s : Aku sudah stlekan pertukaran tmpat training keja aku..
p/s : Maka aku akan menuju petronas carigali operation..
p/s : walau susah sekalipun, Aku sumpah xkan putus asa..
p/s : Maafkan aku kerna mnyusahkn lu brader kerani..
p/s : Aq xmcm org laen yg ikut tlunjuk & brserah pd nasib
p/s : Klw aku nak itu barang..aku nak la..walau apa cara pon..

att : Aq direct jmpa pgawai atsan..soh tkaq tmpat training aku..ka3
att : mngmuk gilak brader krani.org atasn dh bg arahn.Kau buat aje la
att : sdah ku katakan.aq bkn 0rg sbarangan..jgn maen2 b0i..
att : pasport aq lmbat siap ari tu pon aq tpon trus pngrah imgresen m'sia
att : Tlg jgn cemari Sistem negara yg indah ini dgn kemalasanmu..

pssst : tme krani tu bsing2 & wat mka geram,aq sapa dia smbil brkata
pssst : "encik, c0ba encik tgk iklan yg dilekatkan kt dinding tu"
pssst : Sekeping poster wajah makcik tukang sapu yg sedang tersenyum

Nota Iklan : Senyum itu amalan mulia..Kerjalah dengan berhemah..Wakakaka..mgamuk brader kerani tue weyy..kakaka

~Just me

www.backyardproperty.blogspot.com

babey..babey my babey....

2010-04-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

AS long as you keep on believing

Trust me

0ne day you will t0uch the skY

O yeahhh. I'm d0ne here. no more classes nor exams. Its over babey. After 4 years of stduying, I'm d0ne here with my degree..wakakakakaa....I see ya in da cluB babey...0 yeahhhhh.....!!!!

p/s : 0iittt, aku sudah abis blajaQ...wakakaka
p/s : hanya menunggu masa untuk p training kja pulok...
p/s : ari tu aku dh cnfrm nk p petronas methanol labuan..
p/s : tp pgi td ada pulok offer dr petronas cari gali..
p/s : aku apply dr tahun lepas tahu takkk....
p/s : Sumpah aku semangat nk p tkaq..

att : Sampai2 aku kt opis dengan harapan nk tkaq tmpat training
att : "encik, klw saya dapat offer lagi baik, b0le saya tukar tempat x?"
att : Kerani pun berkata.."xb0leh"..pastu sambung maen fb dia..
att : 0owh man...wat was dat..?..
att : Its my future kot...klw malas, ckp malas..
att : aku nk mntak surat cnfirmation yg baru je pon..

psstt : c0me 0n la brader...
psstt : ddk depan kaunter wat muka jambu watpe..adehhh..
psstt : its 0kay br0..aku tau nk watpa ngn ang...har...har...har..

***hal gwe xstle lagi nie..esok gwe coba tektik telanjang bulat lak..k0t2 bjaya..ka3

~just me

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~mama nakaL

2010-04-18T13:34:00.000+08:00

There is nothing to worry about

Because by the end of the day

You will eventually get oLd

Just a very short update on life so far..As far as i concern, my hand are full with dirt for the time being therefore time is very much appreciated..As I always counted previously, time are about to end...OMG..

p/s : Sumpah bz lately..
p/s : Namun m0de hati tetap berbunga2..
p/s : Apakah mungkin aku tengah berhalusinasi?
p/s : Atau saraf2 otakku sudah mereng?..
p/s : yg itu aku tidak pasti..

att : yg pastinya aku mahu terus tersenyum lebar
att : Bagaikan sang suria menyinari hari anda..
att : mak aiii...aku terpaksa berbahasa sopan santun..
att : sebab mak aku baca page aku..
att : dan setiap pagi2 buta dia kol aku sambil berkata "hai manja"..
att : argghhhh..wat was that mom??...tidakkkkkkk..kakaka.

erkk..: atas permintaan tuan punya diri, naahhh..aku upload pics ang..slmat hari jadi..erkk..yaka?..kakaka

OOO YEahhhhhh....!!!.....

~just me

www.backyardproperty.wordpress.com

superstars~

2010-04-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

I can be your hero

I can cast away the pain

And I would stand by you forever

We were once a newbies who knows nothing about the world we're about to enter. But once we're in, we never looked back even we did sometimes..

p/s: aq tengah melayan lagu2 tamil..mcm best plak..wkakaka
p/s: merindui waktu2 remaja zaman2 universiti
p/s: aq akan berusaha gigih utk mencapai kejayaan..o yeahhh..
p/s: jangan ditangisi perpisahan ini..kerna kitalah lasykar pelangi..

att: klw berputus asa ditengah jalan rugi boy
att: sia-sia sahaja usahamu..sampahhhh...!!
att: makanya, tunjukkan kepada dunia bahawa dirimu bukan sampah
att: kerana keindahan dirimu terletak pada usaha dirimu..aja2 fighting..!!

~just me

www.backyardproperty.wordpress.com

~Terbaekkkkk..!!!

2010-04-04T16:25:00.002+08:00

You are not there, Somewhere in the future,
Suffering for something that hasn't happened yet.

You are not there, Somewhere in the PAST,
Reliving your old mistakes and regrets.

You are here, right here..!

Believe me, things will not come to an end until you dig down and settle it face by face until it's really DONE. Once its done, its a damned satisfaction. Yeahhh..!!

p/s : Aku sudah kembali pulang
p/s : Segalanya sudah selesai
p/s : Aku berpuas ati dengan sumbanganku
p/s : Makanya aku sudah tidak bermasalah lg..kakaka

att: Cukup sampai disini setakat ini
att: Aku berehat sebentar dr buat kontroversi kt blog ini
att: Bila aku sudah mahu pergi jauh nti, aku bercerita lg okekk
att: Maaf andai terlanjur kata..setakat menggilakan ari hangpa smua
att: Aku kembali lagi nti..aku focus isi borang nak blah dulu noo..ka3

pssst: Aku syg hangpa semua wey
pssst: Anda yg TERBAEK bagi aku...

~just me

www.backyardproperty.wordpress.com

Mlaikat jahat~

2010-04-03T03:17:00.003+08:00

If you can't hold on to your words

Just let it go and stop holding on

Cause you're just making it difficult for others

This saturday night will be an amazing night. SPEEDZONE in Genting Highland. Everyone was excited and can't wait for the event. But unfortunately, I have a bad news for them. I cant go..aishhh...

p/s : Weekend ni aq dpt 3 invitation
p/s : Speedzone (genting), Swing (kuantan), Movie
p/s : Tapi..sori geng2..aq xdpt join..Sumpah teruja nak join
p/s : Ada plan laen..Lagi penting utk masa depan..aishh..
p/s : Frust d0wh..frust...argghhhhh...kekeke

att: Aku adalah aku
att: Jangan nasihati aku klw 'diri sendiri' juga sesat
att: Kerna aku tetap Terbaekk..
att: Dan sumpah lg perfect dari 'Kau' walau x sesempurna malaikat

psss: Malam ini indah, tapi sunyi..kenapa ya?..kakakaka
psss: Tanpa mimpi, manusia seperti kita akan mati...

~just me

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~astr0 b0y

2010-04-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

When Life seems so hard and complicated

Just shut it down and stop pretending that you're okay

Because you're not okay

No, I don't want any excuses coz it sucks. Just do what you think is right. Stand up and defend yourself because that's what makes us human.

p/s : Sebab apa manusia makan?
p/s : Dimana aku boley dpt koleksi astro boy?
p/s : Kenapa aku harus menyamar?
p/s : Susah sangat ke nak reply email?

att: Adehh...aku pon xde jwapan utk sume tu
att: Ang jumpa aq t, kita sembang leklok
att: Insan sesat karena buta hati boi..
att: Maka janganlah hanya menyesal separuh jalan
att: Ingat, ang hanya layak bermimpi, tp Akulah Sang Pemimpi

~just me

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~dan itu aku

2010-03-31T17:00:00.004+08:00

Reality is too cruel, too brutal

I dont even have the right to dream
as I think about the future, tears will come out again

As I looked back at my photo folders, I saw this pics...and I dont think so I like it..There's no logical reasons, but its just that I do not like it. hahahaha...

p/s : Bukak tutup, bukak tutup email je kje aku ari ni..b0san d0wh
p/s : Pastu mber aku recommend aku tgk vid lady gaga (telephone)
p/s : Yg aq dgr. Tett. tett.. tett.. tettt. tett. woww..kakaka

att: Aku bukan superman..
att: Tlg jgn lukai lagi hati ini..CuK0p....
att: Whatever u've decided..I'll just obey..
att: Teringat mlm ngilu yg mengasyikkan..wakakaka...

~just me
www.backyardproperty.wordpress.com

Neraka itu~

2010-03-30T02:49:00.004+08:00

Life is Karma
Repentence comes after the suffering

I have been set free...O dear..it was a relief..

p/s : Aku bebas wei..bebas..!!!
p/s : Sumpah aku rasa beban dh hilang..haha..
p/s : Bebas dari beban yg selama ni xbebaloi dipikul..
p/s : Biar org org laen plak rasa beban itu
p/s : yaaa...Life is full with Karma..!!..
p/s : Kau Rasa pelan2 ya boi...kenyang boi..kenyang..!!

***Aku syg Biru aku..wakakka..
***Aliph sudah bangkit semula..ciss..

att: Jangan Bertepuk Sebelah Tangan..Nanti diri tiada nilai..errkkk..hahaha
att: Jangn bertukar2 psangan..pndai2 la tanggung pnyakit..huh...
att: Neraka wey..neraka...aishhh...

~just me

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~The Truth

2010-03-28T12:46:00.000+08:00

People should not dwell on the past

Its enough to try your best in what you're doing now

Knowing the truth and the reality is so much pain and its hard to accept. But what else can I do when I do not have the ability to prevent it from happening. Now I really understand why all of those things happened. I heard you..right in front of me..a voice that I have not heard for such a long time..eventhough its not me you're talking to..And thanks to your man, he told me everything...Atleast everything that I need to know from someone who took it away from me...and now I know..even tho its not that easy for me to accept that...

But what else can I do? Nothing..Just nothing...Well I think, the stomach-aching anger that I have been keep in myself for such a long time is gone already..I dont know, its just gone..After the explanation and all..its just gone...I didn't blame anyone anymore..I dont think i'm pissed anymore...It's gone..And I think what I shud do right now, is never turning back..Its never gonna be like before..Wow..its really a relief..Knowing the truth....And that's all i've been seeking for over a year..the truth...

p/s : Live your life as the way it is (aku.sebuah.blog)...hahaha..I have read that..
p/s : Oitt hangpa2 smua..aku dh wat keputusan..Aku akan tinggalkan tanah semenanjung bln 4 ni
p/s : Biarkan gua membawa diri..(wakakaka...errkkk..harammm..)

***Oitt apan lee, time ang baca iklan kat pelusuk dinding kL sentral tu, aku ngah tgu ang kat kedai makan wei..ngah makan...wakakkkaa..cari ngan mata..bukan lutut..hahaha..

~just me

www.backyardproperty.wordpress.com

Adoiiii....

2010-03-26T17:27:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with falling down

If we still can stand up again and started to walk as before

Good & Confident...That was the comments from the jury for my final year research's presentation. Amazing hah?.., I've been working so hard for it over a year and atlast, I get what I deserved..Anyway, thanks to every0ne for the hardwork..very much appreciated...(skimaaaa d0whh...hahaha)

p/s : Siapa sangka aliph yg rosak diluar ini dalamnya suci...wakaka
p/s : Saat2 aku brsama anda sgt suntuk..
p/s : dlm kurang dr sebulan lgi, aku akan prgi jauh dri tanah semenanjung
p/s : Aishhh..xsggup wey..aku tggu offer dr kL...dimanakah offer itu..huh..

att: I've received an offer from Petronas Methanol Labuan..emm..berat atiku..aishhh..
att: Its a dream for some people, but not my dream...I have only one dream..**
att: Biarkan aku terus bermimpi...wakakakaka...;(

just me:

www.backyardproperty.wordpress.com

Fac of r0ck

2010-03-23T18:55:00.002+08:00

Nobody's perfect

But what's wrong with being perfect

If we feel happy in that way

I was in the audition last time for the battle of the band with some friends.. Might not involved directly to the band, but I may looked like one..As usual, my job there was to give a sh0t thru my lens. Damned man, the ladies are rock...Pretty amazed huh when I have the ability to become the attention getter even while I'm shooting the lenses...emm...Maybe..to s0me people..hahaha

~just me

www.backyardproperty.wordpress.com

A Famosa Short Update

2010-03-19T23:36:00.003+08:00

History teaches us not to repeat

But we seldom forget about it

And did the same mistakes, again and again..

Here I am Today..Arrived in Melaka for only one purpose..To Shoot as much photos as I can for the new Photo Blog..Will be here until Monday...C u people around...Luv ya...

p/s : www.backyardproperty.wordpress.com (My photo blog)

~just me :

1 month ++ and I'm Out

One last Time~

2010-03-18T02:59:00.002+08:00

I was supposed to have a great day today..Until that video call came in..My heart was like damned aching and the head was like torn into pieces...and everything turns out to be a funeral-like environment..Everything was raining heavily deep inside me....The sunshine goes out and everything was not okay..Was not...Then suddenly I realized that i was still the same person without any changes made..I pretended to be "Great" but that occasionally was just a Poker face..Its fake like hell...

The only thing that I asked for is just "One last Time"...but it turns out to be...(call ended)....tuttttttttt....But seriously, I need the chance just as much as I do...

p/s : correct me if I'm wrong, but i don't loggin that often to the Tagged thingy..
p/s : The society projects has been postponed next week, therefore,
p/s : I'm going to Melaka this friday-sunday (jalan2)

***For God sake, I think I have become the 0Ld me again..and Farkk I never want to be like that again..never again...
***But I have to admit it..I am the same oLd person and I never ever had a positive progress goin' on..owh Crap....Just lemme keep on humble d0wn and begging f0r the wh0le life..

###My apology..Have been keeping this for so long..and it burst out today...huuu...Chill...

###This ain't a love story...its just life of a decent people like me..;p

just me :

1 month 3 days to go and I'm Out

Nonsense

2010-03-15T00:36:00.004+08:00

Title : Anjakan paradigma?
Location : Cherating
Speech : Development projects for the society
Musics : Everybody's changing

Aliff was supposed to be known as the guy who often faced a life problems, addicted to social lives and a great contaminated club boy with all the negative parts....But today, an amazing moves taken...Officially, Aliff took one of the stepping stone and becoming a public speaker and a public figure...Owh great..Penceramah Bebas aitt??..OMG..seyes baii..

Once you're in

You're in

There's no turning back

-Aliff-

p/s : Thanks to you...SIFE...I have a platform to move forward
p/s : Gilak...this is crap..aku bg motivasi??..erkkkk...
p/s : Org penting pembangunan masyarakat??aduiii...songsang2..ha3
p/s : Yaaa..aku berterima kasih padamu angin..kerana kau telah meniup diriku menjadi ****

***Next week aku masuk "site"...Projek pembangunan desa..
***Jangan main2 boi...bole jadi ADUN aku ni..wakakaka...

~just me:

1 month 5 days for the contribution...and I'm out..

bLo0d~

2010-03-04T22:30:00.003+08:00

Kesulitan....Seluruh kesulitan dalam hidup ini adalah sebahagian daripada suatu aturan yang sempurna dan sifat yang paling pasti dari sistem tatasuria ini..Tidak semua yang dapat dihitung, diperhitungkan.. Dan tidak semua yang diperhitungkan, dapat dihitung...

Kebelakangan ini aku menyepi tidak bermaksud aku sudah mati. Aku menyepi kerana aku sibuk dengan dunia khayalan aku sendiri..Menanti impian besar menjadi kenyataan...Walaupun ia tak kunjung tiba hingga ke hari ini...Tidak mengapa, akan ku teruskan hidup ini bersamamu angin....(terharu aku baca entry2 sastera aku ni..aishhh...hahahaha)

1 month 20 days left and I'm 0ut...

*p/s : Org kata, page aku sudah tidak hidup lagi kerana aku tidak seaktif yg dulu..erkkk...oittt..!!..salahkah aku jadi "jiwang" bernukilan kejap..caittt...Aku makin lama makin tua weyy...asyik aktif setiap ari patah jgak tulang belakang aku nti..hahaha..

~just me

Akulah sang pemimpi

Laskar Pelangi~

2010-03-02T22:51:00.006+08:00

Tanpa mimpi, orang seperti kita akan mati. Kita tidak akan mendahului nasib.!!..Ayuh lakukan yang terbaek di sini...Dan kita akan berkelana ke setiap pelusuk mimpi..Biar apapun yang terjadi, kita hidup kerana kita mahu terus bermimpi indah...Dan senyuman akan selalu terpahat diwajah...

Mimpi adalah kunci
untuk kita menaklukkan dunia
berlarilah tanpa lelah

sampai engkau meraihnya..

Jika kita ditimpa buah nangka, itu artinya memang nasib kita ditimpa buah nangka. Tidak dapat sedikit pun dielakkan. Dahulu, jauh sebelum kita lahir, Telah tercatat dalam buku kehidupan bahawa kita memang akan ditimpa buah nangka. Perjalanan hidup kita sudah ditentukan sebelum kelahiran kita lagi. Tapi itu tidak bermaksud hidup harus menderita bukan?..Teruskan menjadi sang pemimpi...

Menarilah dan terus tertawa
walau dunia tak seindah surga
bersukurlah pada yang kuasa
cinta kita di dunia

Selamanya...

~just me

Akulah Sang Pemimpi

Angin~

2010-02-28T19:29:00.001+08:00

Angin bawaku pergi
Bawaku pergi jauh dari dosa silam
Dosa yang kian menusuk naluri hati
Bagaikan pahlawan melayu gugur menyembah bumi

Hati jangan dibiar merana
jiwa jangan dibiar kosong
Biarkan dirimu terbang
Terbang bagaikan bayu yang membelai jiwa

-Aliph-

*Mengakhiri hari-hariku menghasilkan nukilan karya yang agak sumbang bunyinya. Mungkin....Teruskan bermimpi....

1 month 25 days left

~just me

Akustik~

2010-02-25T02:18:00.001+08:00

Bukak email, tutup email...bukak...tutup...bukak..tutup...itu sajalah aktiviti harianku..menunggu keajaiban yang sudah pasti tidak akan menjadi kenyataan...Tapi tidak mengapa, aku masih bernyawa dan aku menikmatinya dengan senyuman..

I flow with the wind

And yet the wind never let me d0wn

-aliph-

2 more months to go

~just me

I've been counting

2010-02-12T17:34:00.003+08:00

2 M0nths & 25 More Days

Long have I not viewed this page. Its not because I invited certain readers only, but because I closed it for temporary to settle things which have to be done. Thesis have been submitted, Plant design is half way to go & the food tasted good. The only thing I'm doing now, is counting the days. Keep on doing it until I eventually forget to count it and all fade away....

I am the Captain of myself

For I am the Master of my Fate

-Nelson Mandela-

~just me

Under Construction~Closed f0r n0w~

2010-01-31T12:07:00.002+08:00

Closed~

Jeritan Ku..

2010-01-25T01:23:00.002+08:00

The Heart Has Its Reasons

Which Reason Knows Not of

-Aliff-

Been leaving this world for such a long time. Sorry for I am almost comes to the end of being in this place. Therefore, a lot of things need to be settle d0wn 1st before I leave.

*p/s : Penduduk Miri, nantikan ketibaan gua.

*p/s : few more months to go before I end up staying with you all for the next 6 months

*p/s : I chose this barren road and I never regret it

*p/s : Cari gali....lalalalalala

***Mlm smlm aku tgk mvie Jeritan Kuntilanak..GILAK...bukan hantu yg myeramkan..Pelakon2 yg buat aku seram..sexy mlampau2...huuu~

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

Socks

2010-01-17T17:30:00.005+08:00

I am the punishment of God
If you have not committed great sins

God would not have sent a punishment
Like me upon you

-Genghis Khan-

I might have took the wrong turn in my life and forgetting the person I wanna become. But as far as I concern, I don't regret it and I felt that this is what I wanna become. Well, the wind that I flowed with, never let me down lately. And you know what, I finally realized it, I shud forget and forgive "you". Because by the end of the day, its Karma after all.

Few days ago aku jumpa blogger Arque kat Kuantan. Since he's here utk brjalan2, so aku bwak dia pusing2 town. Anyway, thanks for that transformer thingy. Very much appreciated Jauh dowh berjalan2 dr Kedah smpai ke Ktn..ha3..

Sebelum aku balik, aku beli stokin utk main squash. Ari ni bila aku bukak plastik stokin itu, rupa2nya stokin itu stokin utk budak berumur 10 tahun..cisss..salah beli.. Rumate aku bwat statement :

"Ni bukan sarung kaki..sarung benda tu boleh la"

Errkk..aku xpaham..Aku paksa pakai jgak..nseb bek muat..wkakaka..okek, gua mau men squash dulu..adioss..

just me:

rAy jR..@..Aliff

YM aku : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Kapal Karam

2010-01-15T16:47:00.003+08:00

You just need to believe

One day, it will come true

One day

-Aliff-

Title : The greatest event

Music : Just dance

Location : Waterpark

Tolong..!..Tolong..!..Selamatkan kapal karam..Arghhh..!!

Argghhh..kapten, dayung cepattt..Ombak datang...!!..Tidakkkk..!

3 jam aku jerit2 mcm jimbek kt waterpark tu..main pelampung tapi action melampau2..budak2 pun terngaga mulut tgk aku jerit2...Adehh, sakit perut aku..hahaha...Errkkk, aku xmo crita byk2...sakit pinggang aku ni aktif sgt men air..wakakaka..

*p/s : bukan aku jerit sorg2...lebih 10 mulut menjerit2 mntak tlg..

*p/s : Kedalaman air cuma 1.5 meter..

*p/s : Plampung mbuatkn air trsa dlam..Pdahal klw bdiri air smpai pras dagu.wakaka

***Aku berbaju hijau...

its me and always me :

rAy jR..@..Aliff

YM aku : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Koyak Rabak

2010-01-12T22:31:00.001+08:00

What Are You Laughing At?!!!

Why Are You Laughing?!!!

Errkkk..itulah kata2 assc. Proff yang mngajar aku envrnmental engineering pagi tadi. Aishh, tetiba kemaluanku terasa amat berat skali...dahlah mmg original berat..aishhh..Izinkan gua terangkan apa yg berlaku:

Tengah aku focus gila2 menulis formula einstain, tba2 pen aku jatuh ke lantai. Dengan auto-generated keluar perkataan *lucuh dari mulut aku

P*K* kau...

Mber aku pandang aku & tergelak2 smbil bertanya kepadaku..

Mana2?Mana P*K* itu?

Maka aku pun tergelak..sedangkan di depanku duduknya awek2 yg tengah focus melayan formula dunia sains mereka..Dan masa tu jugak la aku terkantoi sbb tergelak2 bagaikan di dalam dunia fantasia bulan madu..aishhh..Malu gua..malu...Disebabkan aku, lecture ari ni abis 20 minit awal..wakkakkaa...proff ngah moody..jgn kacau..wakakaka..

Aku xpikiQ apa daaa...Aku chaw cari mkn sbb aku lapaQQ...eerrrkkk..sori, aku bukan lagi insan yg mempunyai emosi seperti dulu..Aku flow with the wind..klw inginkan aku rasa bersalah, maapkan aku.Xmgkinnnn...Aku Yakin bukan salahku!!..Got nothin' to lose babey..muahhhhhh...

Nehi Hey..Mera Muje kya karungga?...wakakakaka

Aku mengadu kat Naga Nakal..Dia dengan emoEE berkata, cisss punya proff..Aku mandrem kang baru tahu...Kemudian aku terasa yg Naga Nakal itu mmg ch0mel..wakakaka

its me :

Aliff

YM aku : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Cleanroom manual

2010-01-12T12:53:00.008+08:00

Title : Doing thesis
Location : Cleanroom lab
Mood : Sejuk dowh dlm ni

Description:

Cleanroom is a controlled environment where products are manufactured.air flow rates and direction,pressurization,temperature,humidity and specialized filtration all need to be tightly controlled.

General cleanroom regulations:

1.All personal items such as keys, watches,rings, matches, lighters and cigarettes should be stored in the personal locker outside the gowning room.

2.Wear labcoat,proper shoes,gloves or proper finger coat.

3.No tool should be allowed to rest on the surface of a bench or table. It should be place on a cleanroom wiper.

i wonder can the "heart" become more likely to "the cleanroom lab".then all things that go straight to the heart can be controlled and limited.and the sources are under controlled and eliminated whenever needed.

as in my case..

1.Stored everything except your wallet and whatever cards you have.ehemm2.kakakaka.

2.Wear nothing.naked are mostly allowed.oyeah!hahaha.

3.No tool should be allowed to rest! that's it! ehemm.wakakaka.

Once you closed the old door

Thousands of others are opened to you and by you

Lets take a deep breathe and walked through it again and again

Because life is a journey and it has only one end

As for me,right now,i want to know no end.
*deep inhale*

Soo beatifool~~

-Naga-

Special post by :

Naga NakaL

YM : Confidential..nanti kantoi..ha3

Naga nakal

2010-01-10T23:45:00.001+08:00

Naga nakal said to me last time :

"You close your eyes when you cry. That's okay. Just don't keep them closed too long. Things have become beautiful since you last looked. There's nothing more to cry about".

Bila aku ingat balik kata2 naga ni, kuar air mata darah sebab aku xmo tutup mata lagi pasni..haha..fascinating.muahhhh..

Last night aku meringankan bahu pg tgk cncert amal Sinar Harian..Dengan semangat aku pg, last2...I end up lepak2 kat luar dewan concert beli2 makanan..org len pg tgk cncert amal, aku pg mkan2 kat luar..wakakaka..

Pastu aku masuk dlm dewan jap, amik2 gambar..Sampai giliran Aiman (artis baru kot..ntah) menyanyi..Aku terdengar suara jantan menjerit :

"Aiman...argghhh...Aimannnnn...!!...."

Erkkk...Apakah?? What was that??...aku pun menjerit kat blakang ngn suara ala2 setan :

"woi mamat...!..hang gila batang ka??"

errkk..aishhh..aku terlupa yg tu cncert amal..tetiba kluar ayat2 jahat lak dari mulut aku..aiishhh...xpa2, yg penting aku kenyang makan di gerai jualan time org len beramal kt dlm dewan cncert...wakakaka..Aku balik bilik, rumate aku tanya..:

"Amacam concert..best?"

Aku pun jawab ngn cool :

"xbest, pnat aku berlari2..Aiman ni asyik kejar2 aku. Aishhh..pahal la diorg addicted ngn aku ni"..

Errkk...apa semua ini??....ini la dia namanya, gila bayang..wakakakaka...(imaginasi gua sebab ecstacy)

its me :

Aliff

Ym aku : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Bapok h0wt

2010-01-08T11:51:00.001+08:00

"I have someone else that look after me now and you dont have to worry about me disturbing your life anymore..Just pretend nothing happened between us okay..hehe"..

Errrkkk...haram baruah tol..pehh, memang ,macho sial aku berkata2 ngn teman tapi mesra aku. Arghh, persetankan semua itu, yg penting aku bahagia sudeyy.Bukan 'dia' reply pon msg aku. Mcm biasala...xksah...(padahal dlm hati mngis2)..wakaka...woi mamat emoEEEE, yg ko sibuk2 terkenang org yg dh mati ni pahal?..darah haid ko datang lagi kaa??..kata azam baru 2010..Owhh, aku lupa..azam baru aku ikut angin.

Makanya, terbang la kau mengikut angin.Jangan terselak kain pelikat kau sudahh..kang banyak lak singa2 kebulur yang ingin membaham ehem2 kau itu..wkakaka..

Yesterday aku dpt panggilan tepon dri bakal bos aku.Kol 8.15am tu tepon aku. aku ngah sedap2 mimpi basah.ciss..kacau daun tol.Dhla tepon awal pagi, maki2 aku plak sbb xhntar official letter kat dia..Dengan macho bos aku berkata2.

"What do you think this is a joke?"

Cissss!!!panas plak boxer aku pagi2 kena maki..aishh...aku cuma mengiakan dengan suara ala2 bapuk..

"yes I understand sir..yes sir..yes sir.."

Ngak usah dikalut-kalutin..relek aja kau boi...wakakaka...aii bos, kau belum kenal aku lagi..skali aku memaki,ketagih kau ngn makian aku t..hahaha..

*p/s : Gmbar menunjukkan aku ngh posing ala2 bapok. cisss. choiiiiiiiiii. xmo2..hahhaha..

*p/s : Ada budak gilo berkata kepadaku :

***"Aku dapat kau, aku ikat kuat2,pastu main kepala kau smpai kau pengsan"...OMG..haha

***Jangan difahami dalam2..wakaka

Its me :

Aliff

sila ym aku : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Junk yard~

2010-01-05T10:31:00.003+08:00

Title : Something different
Ph0t0grapher : rAy jR...@...Aliff
Reading : Junk issue 40 (jan 2010)

Description :

Its the first posting for the year of 2010. What a beautifool day. Ohh dear, when I looked out my window this morning, all I can see is just the tenderness and beauty of the flowers. Flow with the wind. And that's my new resolution of the year. I just go ahead and fly away with the wind....muahhhh....

I painted the day with the colors that I wanted

And let the wind wash away all the dirt remained

-Aliff-

TABASCO ~

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

YM : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Onani sambil bermain ice

2009-12-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

Title : Menjadi suci
Location : Skating academy
Music : H0me (bubley)
Mo0d : Membenci

Description :

Somebody said to me last time : "I see you have a great life..Seems you're enjoying yourself"
Then I said : How can you see that? You have no idea what you're talking about
Then again came the reply : Don't pretend
you know what I said? : Its up to you. For the rest of my life, I will only wait for you.
Replied? : Whatever....(end...the rain come again..)

I keep on saying this again and again

Miss you, love you, want you

But what was that suppose to mean

When the answer for it was just a heartbr0ken

-Aliff-

*p/s : Meluangkan masa bermain ice..farrrkkk, best d0wh..ha3

*p/s : New year celeb, kL ofcourse..

*p/s : Last night balik Kuantan, setle everything (job), then dis evening balik kL

*p/s : Kini kerja tetap aku?...menjadi penyangak di ibu-kota kL

***Woi anda2, jom celeb new yer ngn aku kt kL

***Sila temani aku kerana aku sudah tidak berpunya..hahaha

***Errrkk..kimak desperate tol jantan ni..ha3..abaikan mulut jahatku..ha3

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

YM : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Aksi nakal

2009-12-21T11:23:00.001+08:00

Title : Karok2
Singer : rAy jR...@...Aliff

wajahmu mengingatku
dengan kekasihku dulu
wajahmu mengingatkan
dengan masa laluku

kekasih yang dulu hilang
kini dia tlah kembali pulang
akan ku bawa dia terbang
damai bersama bintang

-Kangen-

*p/s : Setelah selesai aku bermimpi basah..aku bangun rokok2

*p/s : Tugas aku hari ni, p majlis prbandaran, bayar saman parking
*p/s : Beli tiket balik kL..rezki sedang menunggu..Duit2..ha3

*p/s : Sat g aku ingin menjenguk notebook baru..muaahhh

***Impian aku yg pertama : Dapatkan toyota harrier aku

***Kedua : Menyekolahkan naga nakal

***Ketiga : Sedekahkan organ2 aku..

***Kau pikir aku maen2?..lalala..sudah2, aku mau mandi b0gel dulu..adios..

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

YM : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Organ aku utk kau

2009-12-19T15:43:00.004+08:00

Title : Days Passing by
Music : Kangen (Kembali Pulang)
Mo0d : ;(

Description :

O dear, it almost comes to the end of 2009. And when I looked back at the things I've been thru throughout the year, I was amazed. In a positive way, I would say that I've done a great job in creating my own history of life. And, in a great way as well, I would say that my life was so much beautifool & will always be beautifool (fake). You might never care, but I do.

You treat me just like another stranger

Well it's nice to meet you

I guess I'll go

I best be on my way out
Because I just wanna see you happy

-Paramore-

*p/s : 8 months ago aku dh register utk mnjadi v0lunteer organ d0nor

*p/s : And then they asked me, "What would you like to donate?"

*p/s : Aku ngn c0nfident mnjawab, "All organs & tissues"

*p/s : Officially, I'm an organ d0nor n0w

***Aku mungkin tersilap konsep untuk menderma organ
***sebab aku mbuat keputusan kerana 'kau' yg mninggalkn aku

***But atleast aku ada sumbangan untuk masyarakat

***Makanya, klw anda perlukan organ2, carilah aku :)

***No kiddin', I'm serious bitch..wakakaka
***Adehh..bagilah aku sikit masa lagi utk mnikmati dunia kotorku sblm anda mgmbil organ2 ku ;(

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

YM : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

ex-club b0y

2009-12-15T17:33:00.005+08:00

Title : budak Liar
cLub b0y : rAy jR...@...Aliff
m0od : Pening
Music : Jay Sean feat Lil Jon (Do you remember)

Description :

What the hell am I doin.Life is so much fun when we can do anything. But there's a time we shud think about it. When do we wanna stop..Errkk..Lemme thin about it..haha..

I am Playing my cards right

Thus I d0nt need y0ur handicap

-budak bising-

*p/s : Adeh, aku break promise d0wh
*p/s : Janji keling t0l..kata ingin stop.ha3
*p/s : Okek2, yg pnting jgn balik lewat. Maka aku xkan pg club lgi
*p/s : sori d0wh..Hamba mntak maap..hehe
*p/s : sekarang hamba suka layan slutloaddotcom.wakakaka.

***btw, ak dh pmerkan step ltest ak kt club itu..sguh tpesona.ha3
***Tp aku pning2 time tu. Bkn sbb mnum "ehem2", tp sbb kopi yg aku minum

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

YM : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Lelaki ini

2009-12-13T13:14:00.001+08:00

Title : An Evening-waLk
Traveler : rAy jR...@...Aliff
Mo0d : Fresh

Description :

Just a quick update. I'm back and traveling was s0 much fun..hehe

The best thing about life is

just f0llow the wind

and d0nt think
-Aliff-

*p/s : Byk sgt gambar..upload gmbar2 capap dulu..wakaka

*p/s : Puas aku cari ikan besar kt laut..xjumpa2 jgak.ciss

*p/s : Last2 aku jumpa buaya..haa, ambik kau.lgi ganas..wakaka

***Melaka, here I c0me..hahaha..

just me :

rAy jR...@...aliff

YM : backyardproperty@yahoo.com