Sunday, December 1, 2013

The hardest Thing

You meant a lot to me
Remembering back the years we've spent together
It's just like a fairy tale or a bedtime stories
A tale that only God knows


I'm reading a story book that touches my soul..You know, it reminds me of the past sometimes (pretending to be the character in the story..hahaha)..Well, allow me to copy & paste some of the content here...kekekee..It sounds like this:


"You know, one day I'll be gone forever in your life and won't come back anymore..?..You know, that day will be the hardest thing for me and I want you to know that..

Still remember those days when I first met you...Those days where the fireworks blooming all over the skies and we were watching it from the windows...

Still remember those days when we traveled all over the place going nowhere but we still enjoyed it..Those days where the winds blowing softly and taking us to a beautiful places on earth..

I remember every single thing we've been through...It's hard, it's painful sometimes..but most of the time, it makes me smile...

Altho' I am really sure one day I'll be gone..but I wont forget you..leaving you behind is the hardest thing for me..I will be lost without you...but there are things in this world that we can't avoid..Only Heaven and Earth knows that....but please remember...I will always be the wind blowing by yourside...anywhere..everywhere...:)"


Ok:..I wanna continue my reading now....nyto world...(Anyway, Happy birthday to me)..


~just me
aLiph@rAy jR


You whore...



Dreams, that's where I have to go
To see the very beautiful wishes
Where hunger and loneliness does not exist

Where the stars shining day and night..Although it's just a dream




I am now sitting here @ KLCC starbuck wasting my sunday evening while doing my routine (people's view). I was walking around the mall awhile ago doing the so called window shopping thingy and you know what, I think I don't like the idea of 'Window shopping'. It's killing me...! 20, 40, 60 and even 80% Year End Sale.!!.HELP ME..!.hahahaa....(please spend wisely aliph)...anyway:

Story #1:

It's still fresh in my mind on this one..I remembered couple months back when I was attending a so call an amazing party "the Rave jungle"..You know where's the venue? National Zoo..Amazing isn't it..?haha..

Anyway, that's not the point right now (altho I seriously wanna criticize the event..hak3). Straight to the point...We (me and my mates) were standing at one corner when suddenly a young lady stood infront of us wanted to pass by (I knew even she didn't asked for an excuse at that time). So being a good looking gentleman, I humbly asked for a way from my friends so she can pass through..You know what happened next?

She reacted like this: "Euwwww...yaksss...shuh shuh..." and doing the hand movement thingy. (well, im sure you know how)..
Ohh My God, did she just reacted like we're a bunch of a mad dogs desperate to lick on her..??.Oh no...!

At that time, I don't care about moral values or the values of being a gentlemen anymore..and I do not care whatever gender she is anymore..(because I was so mad)..You know what I did?

She was standing next to her friends chit chatting when I walked straight into her and bumped her on the shoulder..Like I really mean it..(She began to look at me with the wildest eyes ever and screamed at me: Hey you..!)

But before she could ever finished the words, I cut it through by yelling back at her.."yeah B*tch..! What is it that you're not satisfied with.?..U tell me before I punch you on you're F* face...(Everyone was shocked and in a deep silent for a while)..(believe me I did that..hahahaha)...This is just like a Cat fight don't you think so.?...Awesome..hahaha..

Then I found out that she is a daughter of a local minister...Haaaa..No wonder she behaved like that...Anyway guys, Altho my reaction at that time was not good at all, I just wanted to say:

a) We are all human and everyone are equals no matter what status you are..
b) And believe me, if you are a bunch of spoilt kids standing on you parents wealth..You do not own my respect at all..
c) A minister's daughter behaved like that.?.Well man, I do have dozens of "inherited type" of friends but they do not behave like you at all..
d) And trust me, you're not even on my "Class"..not even close..(Oh yeah, I ranked her way below because of her attitude + she's just not yet on the labelling "class" thingy.....hahahaha)..

Forgive me....


Anyway..
I'm having a great day today with 6 pieces of Big apple, 3 pieces of crazy crunch chicken and a cup of Mocha....+ (nice views of people)...hahahaha...



 ~just me
aLiph@rAy jR





Friday, November 8, 2013

Let Her go


Well you only need the lights when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow



I was driving around heading nowhere while listening to "not really a favourite" radio channel (the DJ talks a lot..lol). Then there's this one song which touches my heart.."Let her go". Not so much on the voice, but more on the lyrics as well as the music itself. What's the point of telling this story Aliph? The point is, I felt so amazing how music really can change our mood. Continue with the story couple of days ago..


Story 4:

I can't get my writing right today..I have spent almost 3 hours here in the starbuck and having 3 cups of mocha..So many things to write but none of it appear here..Believe me mate, I have been typing and erasing so many time...

But I got nothin to lose since there's a lot's of chickies around here...Well, stories goes some other time then..Kinda drowning in the sea of people right now...hahahaha


p/s: it's raining outside...


~just me
rAy jR@aLiph

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Don'T die yet

It's not you

It's me


Been so messed up lately with all the hectic life. Despite all sort of courage and determination, i still can't cope sometimes...Lol..anyway, lots of things to share with anyone altho I know this is just another lonely page...

story 1#:

 I am building up a small dream house with my own imagination..it's very small with a very nice chimney, an angel potret on the wall and a farm ville sort of overview....until, one day a neighbour passed by and gave her feedback...

Concern neighbour: "wow..is this a house?"
me: " ohh yess..its just a small house..(smiling innocently)"
Concern neighbour: "euwww..its so small..why dont u just build a house instead..And what is that on the right side?...is that a chinese religious altar?"
me: "owh dear aunty, this is a HOUSE...and fyi, its not a chinese religious altar, it's the chimney"

Thank God I am matured enough not to curse an innocent aunt...Thank God my parents tought me to become a good human being...Thank God that He is the almighty and He knows the best. If I am not, I would have said these to the neighbour "Hey bad breath lady, I didn't even used any of your penny to build this house. And for the record, this small hut built from my personal savings. The money that I saved and not spending it in the club like your Son did to your money..(Forgive me)...That Chinese look like altar you were talking about, it is actually an Oven to burn "bad mouth witches like you" so that they'll repent. LOL...I'm not that bad..It's just an expression from the bad side of me..anyway, forget it and move on..Don't be demoralized will you Alip? You're not that weak...:)




story 2#

I was so happy like never before when i heard about this news... I Passed my "Accelerated grade assessment" aka (AGA=bukan nama sebenar) (a promotion exam thingy)..So all in my mind was.."YEAHHH...!!..i can be a senior Engineer now...!! and the best thing is...an increase of salary..!!" until..

1. me writing an email asking for a promotion: "Dear human resource, I have recently passed my assessment and I seek your advice on what is the procedure for my promotion"..
##No reply
2. me writing again: Dear human resource, I am writing again  and asking your kind goodself to advice me please"
##No reply
3. I called them more than anyone ever did to their loves one....
##Not picking up

Last I heard, the rumors spread around that I am a new staff and what a dreamer asking for a promotion. Yeah, I heard it from the open street. hmm, shouldn't we keep certain things as confidential? I thought we are professional enough to differentiate our job and personal matters? well, maybe not everyone does dont you think so? Lol..So, just forget it Alip..some other time maybe. I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough..hak3. "Aja2 fighting...!!"..:)






Story 3#

One fine day, I've received a box of Pos Laju from anonymous. It's a big box and was heavy. Well I opened it up and you know what is it inside? Scroll down will ya.. It's an amazing thing from an amazing blogger "Aku-Sebuah-Blog" Thank you my friend for still remembering me..I really2 appreciate it.Guys, please send me a nice flower when I die one day will you? hahaha.




So many things to talk about..but let's keep it for the next post shall we?.hek3 (how I hope so)..I am reading this one cool book "Life is an Open secret"..and I like this one..

"One recipe for a longer life is never to exceed the speed limit"


~just me
rAy jR@aLiph