Sunday, March 28, 2010

~The Truth






People should not dwell on the past
Its enough to try your best in what you're doing now



Knowing the truth and the reality is so much pain and its hard to accept. But what else can I do when I do not have the ability to prevent it from happening. Now I really understand why all of those things happened. I heard you..right in front of me..a voice that I have not heard for such a long time..eventhough its not me you're talking to..And thanks to your man, he told me everything...Atleast everything that I need to know from someone who took it away from me...and now I know..even tho its not that easy for me to accept that...

But what else can I do? Nothing..Just nothing...Well I think, the stomach-aching anger that I have been keep in myself for such a long time is gone already..I dont know, its just gone..After the explanation and all..its just gone...I didn't blame anyone anymore..I dont think i'm pissed anymore...It's gone..And I think what I shud do right now, is never turning back..Its never gonna be like before..Wow..its really a relief..Knowing the truth....And that's all i've been seeking for over a year..the truth...



p/s : Live your life as the way it is (aku.sebuah.blog)...hahaha..I have read that..
p/s : Oitt hangpa2 smua..aku dh wat keputusan..Aku akan tinggalkan tanah semenanjung bln 4 ni
p/s : Biarkan gua membawa diri..(wakakaka...errkkk..harammm..)


***Oitt apan lee, time ang baca iklan kat pelusuk dinding kL sentral tu, aku ngah tgu ang kat kedai makan wei..ngah makan...wakakkkaa..cari ngan mata..bukan lutut..hahaha..


~just me

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37 comments:

Qarl said...

pic tu smart

nnt b4 fly leh la lepak.. fly la sgt hahaha

LeeYa said...

whether u be far or near, may I hear only good news of u ok ray!

Rowena Chasez said...

g sarawak ke??
:)

Just_najmiE said...

you'll do great in whatever you choose to do.. but just in case, good luck!! (^^,)

azzaliena suziantie said...

People should not dwell on the past
Its enough to try your best in what you're doing now


i love this :)

::FAIZ FARISH:: said...

Good Luck

Dino Prince said...

hmmmm....lalalala...

AkU said...

living in a world fill with truthfulness is absolute denial..

nak ikot..~~

PinQib said...

ang nak pi obesi ke Ray>>

PinQib said...

good luck la.. jgn seedih3 sokmo yeee

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

Qarl-

heheehe..jom lepak2..no prob..aku 0n ja...hehe

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

leeya-

dont wry...aq cari duit byk2..pastu aq bwak balik nk blnja ang aiskrim sperti yg aku jnjikan..hahaha

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

rowena-

xsure g d0wh..tgu finalized offer...lau bleh nk offer yg kt kL..tp xdpat..huhuhu...

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

just najmie-

yeah..itu dia sifer..hehehe...btol2..we'll survive...ahakz...

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

azzaliena-

yeah...i like it too...hehehehe..

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

faiz-

okekkk...aja2 fgtg..hahahaha

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

dino-

erkkk...focus psm weyy..hahahah

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

aku-

emmm..wat to do..dats the only thing dat will keep us going..

we hold on to it...huhuhu

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

pinQib-

huhuhu..xtau g d0wh..tgu aq finalized bulan 4 ni..huhuhu...

SweetyMui2 said...

wahh..all the best ^_^

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

sweety-

hehehe..okekk..

arque said...

uikss..ciss..stalkerr!!
huh

kakakaka ;P

ang p intern leklok wei..huhu

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

arque-

erkkk...stalker?..cisss...mulut longkang tol..

oitt, aku dgr kulit badan ang koyak kne gigit binatang..yaka??wkaakkaka

arque said...

hahaha..stalker...boooo~! ;P

uikss..hahaha..
no komenn..hak3.. ;P

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

arque-

uitt..cisss...stalker2 aku xmaen...talker2 aku maen...hahaha.

cisss..sapa soh..dh xtau jalan ang wat la cara xtau jln..ni x, sibuk nk bjlan merata..huh..padan muka xjmpa aq..hahahaha

arque said...

uikss..aku tau je jln..saje buat2 tatau..
ehemm..sape entah aritu salah amik tren..
pastu patah balik..lg jauh de rr..
hahahaha..kate org kl~

lalalala~ ;P

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

arque-

oittt...cisss...tu aku ngah kalut.,..ang r wat aku kalut..cisss...dhla sket nyaris kna tgl bas..huh...hahahaha..


oittt...aku xpuas ati..aku nk makan train tu sume...wakakaka...*******

arque said...

ahahaha..kalutt..jalan laju..
cam pelesit laju..hahaha..

makan?lemak laa wei mkn tren..
gemuk nanti..larikk ;P

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

arque-

oitt..budak skolah..ang p td0q..bca buka abc tu hah..cisss...

erkkkk..aku jln lju2 sbb aq punctual kot..xmcm ang...10 jam..huh...hahhaa..

oitt...hadiah aku mana wey..jnji kelin* tol...huh

Bulan Yang Menggantung Di Langit Osaka said...

SOMETIME KEBENARAN ITU MENYAKITKAN...
jadi kita lebih selesa berpura2 tidak mengerti..

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

bulan-


huhuhu..betol d0wh..tp sakit kot lau dok simpan je..aishh..xpe2, pretending to b happy is better than nothing ryte?..huhuhu

arque said...

uikss..adeh..lupe2..
lain kali wei..
hak3..

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

arque-

huh...sdh tlmbatttt..caitttt...wkakakaa

arque said...

oitt.tak lmbt lagi laa..bulan 7 nanti ang balik laa sini.nanti aku belanje makan.hehe.

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

arque-

erkkkk...emmm...ahakzzzz....

arque said...

mane broadband aku dol??
huh

hahaha ;P

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

arque-

ang igt aku ni cap duit kaa??..huh...ang p beli sndri..caittt..hahhaha