Thursday, March 18, 2010

One last Time~



I was supposed to have a great day today..Until that video call came in..My heart was like damned aching and the head was like torn into pieces...and everything turns out to be a funeral-like environment..Everything was raining heavily deep inside me....The sunshine goes out and everything was not okay..Was not...Then suddenly I realized that i was still the same person without any changes made..I pretended to be "Great" but that occasionally was just a Poker face..Its fake like hell...

The only thing that I asked for is just "One last Time"...but it turns out to be...(call ended)....tuttttttttt....But seriously, I need the chance just as much as I do...


p/s : correct me if I'm wrong, but i don't loggin that often to the Tagged thingy..
p/s : The society projects has been postponed next week, therefore,
p/s : I'm going to Melaka this friday-sunday (jalan2)

***For God sake, I think I have become the 0Ld me again..and Farkk I never want to be like that again..never again...
***But I have to admit it..I am the same oLd person and I never ever had a positive progress goin' on..owh Crap....Just lemme keep on humble d0wn and begging f0r the wh0le life..


###My apology..Have been keeping this for so long..and it burst out today...huuu...Chill...

###This ain't a love story...its just life of a decent people like me..;p

just me :

1 month 3 days to go and I'm Out

40 comments:

PinQib said...

wlopom ku x paham..
tp ingin ku kataknl. brthanllah..
ak benci jgk taggeedd

adzMie said...

dude...come on la..
idop nie klu sng mnglah abes la..
ko kna la kuat..

mohamad 'may' yawmon said...

erm...be strong!

asna ashraff said...

1 month and 3 days??? nak stop blogging eh???

afzainizam said...

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bro aku lama tak ziarah ko ni.....
uhhhhh banyak benda ko buat rupanya... snap gambo aku sekali ye.... one last time

SweetyMui2 said...

wow ray..chill..video ape lak nih?adehh..the old u?hmmm,think +ve. sume msti ada hikmah..hee

btw,what r u counting for?

Primadona69 said...

owhh!!!
melaka?
tempat pelacuran yg sgt menarik u ols!!!
;p

Qarl said...

ray,

njoy ur weekend kat malacca

i'll b there too

ade wedding photography

LeeYa said...

melaka bosan.. tetttt
tp nak ikot nak ikot nak ikot..

eh ray..
be strong ok, dun give up trying to find ur way.. remember that sometimes it takes bending to avoid breaking..

wah sape motivate sape nieee

k.A said...

Tears are forming in your eyes,
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and you fall on your knees,
well get back on your feet ,yeah,
don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith,don't run away,
it's only life.
you were always playing hard,
never could let down your guard,
you can't win, if you never give in,
to that voice within, saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it , yeah,
don't look away, don't run away ,
baby, it's only life.
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby it's only life.(repeat)
take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it's only life,
don't be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time, it's only life,
i'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone,
just hold on tight,it's only life,
oh..don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away, baby, it's only life (repeat),
it's only life, it's only life,
don't look away...

nahh,aku bagi lirik lagu terus kat kau.lagu feveret aku ni.hayati dan selamat beramal.

g melaka?
cissss.

SieRRa183 said...

ray- aja aja fighting...go go
chaiyok...!
k.a- ape tjuk lgu ni?

ikanbilis said...

wah nak ikoot g melaka...

ahaks.. Tagged is kinda, lame.

u ok tak ni?

ikanbilis said...

wah nak ikoot g melaka...

ahaks.. Tagged is kinda, lame.

u ok tak ni?

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

pinQib-

hahaha..gua jg xska maen2 tagged..buhsann d0wh..hahhaa

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

adzmie-


perghh...kata2 mu bgaikan dlm buku..hahaha....cisss...jd pnceramah bebas lak..haha

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

mohamad-

uitsss..dont wry..i am strong..haha

adzMie said...

hahahaha....
aku kn hebat mcm ko=)
muahahhaa...
rileks2x la..
knp dunia ne bkn segitiga??
mst ade hkmah kn?
same gak ngn ko...=)

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

asna-

uitsss..xla...smtg much more imprtant..huhu

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

afzainizam-

okekk..no prob..hang tepon je aku...haha

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

sweetymui2-

huhu..vid yg wat ati tluka...huhu..

counting the days for me 2 go far away,,hehehe

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

prima-

cisss..hang ni..xda kja laen ka hang nk bwat...asyik kja tu je yg hang suka..hahahaha...caittt....errkkk...aku xpg kot tmpat2 xelok camtu..hahaha

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

Qarl-

c u around..just lemme know when u're there...

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

Leeya-

aku tgu hang kt malaka...hahahaha..jom bcuti weekend..hehe..

huhu..leeya dh jd mtivater aku dh skunk ni..terbalik wei..ptt aku yg jdi mtvater hang..hahahaha

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

K.A-

uitsss..lagu fav d0wh..hahaha...t aku fahami dlm2...heheh...

erkkk..gua berasa brsalah pada encik KA krana xmgjak dia ke mlaaka..hahaha..

cisss..last mnt plan wei..mber ajak jln2..wey, jom ar p skali..

xpun kta set appointment len jln2 mlaka...smbung balik plan ari tu yg xjadi...huhuhu

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

sierra-

perghhh..statement fav d0wh..aja2 fthtg....hehehe...


KA....sila jwab...haha

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

ikan bilis-

hang pon nk ikot jgak ka??..haaaa..meh rmai2 p mlkaa....hahaha

LeeYa said...

mane je ko nak lepak hah kat melaka tu...
2nd home aku tuh..
hahhaha

aku dah jadi motivater,
sile buat bayaran dgn segera

waahahah

tengku_fir21 said...

weih..jgn jadi mcm aku lerr..
hari ini decide to become a new man esok2 kembali ke sisi gelap.
jadilah lebih baik dari aku..

p/s:belikan kan aku A farmosa

Frodo Baggins said...

>>___<<

menjelma!!!!!!
hye there ..
selamat hari jumaat ...

adzmie, dunia ni bukan bentuk pentagon ke? ngahahhahaha

k.A said...

erm it's only life by kate voegele

Dino Prince said...

hehehe... tagged,mmg mengarut.melalaikan serta membosankan..
so delete terus tagged kan..
and...
pesal aku nye link tue still tagged boy..aku dah keluar lama dh dr tagged,,
aku skrg..makmal boy lak..haha..sbb asyik duk dlm makmal je..bosan dooo duk dlm makmal..

AkU said...

abg ray yg chumel..erk..lol..
aku xpaham ngan entry ko..yg aku paham bab tagged tu je..


p/s:-hehe..jgn ko sruh aku blaja ABC blk sudeh la..

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

leeya-

hahaha...aku ngh mnikmati keunikan sejarah melaka ni..hahahaa..

jom2...kita bjalan2..mkan asam pedas mlaka..nyam2...haha..

erkkk...nk bayaq ka??cisss..xikhlas d0wh..hahahaa

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

tengku-

cisss..hang igt a famosa kecik kaaa..?..huh..hahaha

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

frodo-

ello...yaaa, salam ari sabtu...cuti2 msia d0wh..hehehe

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

kA-

perghhh..hebat d0wh encik KA..hehehe

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

dino-

hehehe..lupe d0wh..ok2...t aku edit balik..hehehe

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

aku-

erkkkk...chomel???..wakakaka....aku xmo men tagged..xbest..haha

AkU said...

erk~~la..slah taip dowh..aku mksd an aku yg chomel..bkn ko..
lalalalala~~
tagged biol..

rAy jR...@...Aliff said...

aku-

cisss...xikhlas tol..hahaha