I d0nt care


I'm writing this post at 5.30am. Still can't sleep due to my hyperactive thinking ability. & it sucks..

U know wat? Every single day I would view my blog & every single time, I would look at the "who's coming" column. I really hope that U viewed my blog & every posts. I really hope that U came..I really hope that things will get better day by day. That's what keeping me on..

I don't like to think too much. I hate myself every single now and ever..I dont even enjoy things anymore eventhough I pretended that I am. What worse? I even dreamed about it & it keeps on haunting me every single day. Life sucks U know..

I keep on motivating myself..Let it g0..just dont bother..fly free...But I know i'm faking it & I cant do it eventhough I've tried hard enough....Coz U know why?

I am too weak...too much hoping...too dependent...dats me..I dont care what d world have to say.... coz I just wan U 2 kn0w that I really do care about U every single day..

I am what I am...& it sucks being me..

just me:

rAy jR...@...aliff

Comments

littlewonder said…
'i am what i am...& it sucks being me'

seb bek la aku diey, bukan ray.hahaha


oi pakcik! di mana janji manismu~
Dino Prince said…
speecless... no komen.. xnak cakap pape.. benci..sakit... dah dah..
xnak cakap pape..tgah panas nie..ntah..salah makan kut..huhuk
Sarah@ae09009 said…
you are what u are, but u don't have to stay dat way...
juz like the way u are..be urself but be the best of urself...
keep it up...
don't regret...
be happy...(^^)
Wan SheVa said…
owh..ur life sucks without U ek..
dun pretend too much...
it will hurt u..
dh byk kali i said to u..
juz dun ignored it okey..
try to chnge and oso it hard..
xde bnde yg easy skrg ni..
sume hard but u muz b strong..
chill up babey..
heh
~OcEaNuS~ said…
anything hurts when u care too much. Hurtful is such a huge disappointment. BORING kan.
cik-ala said…
dah2...dont think too much...jum pegi bazar...heeeheee..lagi best.
rAy juni0r said…
littlewonder-

haha....Di mana kau menghilang??janjiku tetap ku kotakan...hahaha....wei, sdh bkurun aku tunggu khadiran kau tahu x...sampai habis bateri camera aku tgu kau...

Ambik la cmra tue...simpan dlm locker kau...


dino-

Speechless...i know wat u're thinking...haha...dont wry, d0 care bout u all t0o...hehehe...
Dino Prince said…
ray-
no..u don't..
u don't know what i'm thinking k..
if u know.. u don't act like that infront of me..

its ok when someone blame us..
just to be patient..
i will see u all into the light one day..
rAy juni0r said…
wan sheva-

yup...as u said...just ignore...chill dude..ha3...so whats d plan after raya??ha3....

oceanus-

I really agree on dat..it hurts when we care so much..and i hate it....ofcourse its boring coz we live in a world of fake...look at d bright sight..ha3...


cik ala-

he3...what u bare and faced is much more hurting and tough than wat i've been through...mine is just a piece of a stupid problem..but yours is what really count...shame on me....huhuhu...all respect to you 4 being so tough....

btl2..dont think too much..jom pg bzaar...jumpa lg sahur nti..he3...
Wan SheVa said…
yeah chill babey..
hahahaha..
hrmm plan..
clubbing of coz..
jom2~~
rAy juni0r said…
dino-

dont wry..nobody's blaming u...the laptop thingy, dats not ur fault....dont bother k...


an sheva-

hahaha...well, its up to you..hahhaa
Anonymous said…
RAY-
i don't care about that,,
i just care about myself..
i care about my beloved frens..
i also care about u,...
huhuhu..
rAy juni0r said…
anynomous-

very nice of u...credit 4 dat...hehe..tke a very good cre of urself then....its so touched...
Anonymous said…
ray -
but.. want.... of my self...
why ....... take.... of ....self...
I.... ........ 2 ........me....
I....... to..... ....... can .....
rAy juni0r said…
hmmm....secret code...hahaha....
Dino Prince said…
ray=
huhu,, what that anonymous want to said yea...hmmmm...
r u know what anonymous want try to said?
rAy juni0r said…
not exctly...coz its a secret c0de which i cannot reveal..huhuhu..but i quest i knw wat dats mean...anyway, im just tired of being me myself...I a very long holiday in a very peace and quite place...there I can keep on doin my job as an intern photographer....huuuu
Dino Prince said…
owh really..'
mmg ko pysco lo..sbb ble tau anonymous tu cakap pe..
betul x anonymous..haha.
rAy juni0r said…
dino-
haha...ada2 jk ko ni tau...hahaha
iManAzRaf said…
weh, ko tggu aku ke?? hahaha.... xabes2 ngn suck ko tuh.. cool man... hehehe...
Dino Prince said…
ray-
owh i know something..
owh i know about that.. its different between earth and sky..
owh owh...
mayb earth is better than sky.. but from another aspect.. sky is better..
hmmm.. its ok.. earth or sky... its doesn't matter anymore.. cz the sun choose sky more than earth..hmmm..
so what ur opinion about this ray?
i just talking about sky n earth..
hmmmm...
rAy juni0r said…
imanAzraf-

a'ah..lama aku tgu ko..haha...wat to do..my life does sucks..I try 2 help it but i just cant...sbb aku njoy life aku yg xsberapa nie..hehehehe...


Dino-

earth and sky??emm..yeah i can see that..but sometimes it is differ..earth and sky cannot be 2gether...earth is just a piece of rock..

sky in the other hand is just a piece of air..both are useful and both are sometimes heartless...

regardless of what lies within both of em...sometimes they just dont care and be selfish...

wat am i talking crap...hahaha
rAy juni0r said…
imanAzraf-

a'ah..lama aku tgu ko..haha...wat to do..my life does sucks..I try 2 help it but i just cant...sbb aku njoy life aku yg xsberapa nie..hehehehe...


Dino-

earth and sky??emm..yeah i can see that..but sometimes it is differ..earth and sky cannot be 2gether...earth is just a piece of rock..

sky in the other hand is just a piece of air..both are useful and both are sometimes heartless...

regardless of what lies within both of em...sometimes they just dont care and be selfish...

wat am i talking crap...hahaha
rAy juni0r said…
sarah-

thnks 4 d advce..really appreciate it...
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