I d0nt care
I'm writing this post at 5.30am. Still can't sleep due to my hyperactive thinking ability. & it sucks..
U know wat? Every single day I would view my blog & every single time, I would look at the "who's coming" column. I really hope that U viewed my blog & every posts. I really hope that U came..I really hope that things will get better day by day. That's what keeping me on..
I don't like to think too much. I hate myself every single now and ever..I dont even enjoy things anymore eventhough I pretended that I am. What worse? I even dreamed about it & it keeps on haunting me every single day. Life sucks U know..
I keep on motivating myself..Let it g0..just dont bother..fly free...But I know i'm faking it & I cant do it eventhough I've tried hard enough....Coz U know why?
I am too weak...too much hoping...too dependent...dats me..I dont care what d world have to say.... coz I just wan U 2 kn0w that I really do care about U every single day..
I am what I am...& it sucks being me..