Quit smoking for no reason
It's been almost 2 months now since I quit smoking..
I started to smoke when I was in the secondary school..At first, its just for fun.."main Asap" as my friend said.We usually bought "dunhill"..
Then went to matriculation, the habit becomes worse. It cost me only 70 cent to buy a box of cigarette named "Perdana". Its a white color box and the taste was not so bad...3-4 boxes a week. Well, nobody cares cause the price was really cheap + it's easy to get.
Then, back in the university, I kept on smoking for 3 years more..This time, I changed my tasted to "Winston"..Quite expensive actually..But the tasted was ok and it suits me. So I don't mind spending money for it. I often smoke to free up my crowded mind..It does work actually..
But now, I don't smoke anymore..I do not have any reasons why I quit smoking..I don't care about what the advertisement talk about smoking habits, I don't care about the damage of my internal organs..I don't quit something because of other people..I'm an arrogant and stubborn boy and I do whatever I want in my life regardless of what people said and talk about me. I made several promises to other people that I'll quit smoking..But you know what, I cross my finger for that.It's never true..kekeke.
But this time, I just don't know why I quit smoking..It's been 2 months and I still can't find a strong reason why I quit smoking...Maybe it's good for me..maybe..It's just that, I'm afraid that this commitment wouldn't last long for I have no strong reason for quitting. Some more, it's very easy to influence me to go for negative habits..In fact, I do have my own dark side of me myself..