Wet dream..

Title : Ign0rance
ph0t0grapher : rAy jR...@...Aliff
Music : Electro & Tecktonik 2009 (extended by DJ max)
Mo0d : Sleepy

Description :

Damned. What a beautifool day.I'm going f0r an0ther trip again t0morrow night..lalalala..ahakz. And btw, i woke-up early in d m0rning t0day coz suddenly I dream about those good old days when I used to play hide and n seek with that somebody. And I misses it..

Everyday we wish to be a new person

And everyday we wish to be happy

But when our wish does not c0me true

don't lose hope

wish again f0r the next day

-Aliff-

*p/s : Woi bangun awal wei. Adeh..Pemalas tol

*p/s : Meeting ngn supervisor pagi2..Lapar2.

*p/s : Thesis research aku kena reject lagi..adehh..

*p/s : Main b0m la aku seumor idup..ciss..

***Woitt, es0k aku travel pg Bintulu wei..Jgn rindui aku..wakaka

***Mau tangkap ikan besaq..hahaha

***Cukop, aku mau sambung td0q..c u in my wet dream..(bengap! ha3)

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

tektonik

Title : Tekt0nik addiction
Dancer : rAy jR...@...Aliff
Music : Electro-tek by jey-jey & electra (touch me)
Mo0d : not sure

Description :

I am so addicted to the tektonik dance. Have been practicing since 8 months ago. Well, you might wanna see me dancing on the club stage one day with my new version of tektonik move. I'm an expert now.ha3.Thanks to jey-jey, he teaches me all his mves through his tutorial.(aku dolod dr utube.ha3)

Where you are

right here and now

this is how bad stories end

But it's also how the best stories start

And new life begin

-budak bising-

*p/s : 5hb,since si prima usang sbuk2 wish bfday kt mbr dia, aku nk wish gk kt mber aku yg sengal & slalu jadi mgsa luahan prsaan..

*p/s : Woi Budak Bising, Epi bfday wei. Maap aku byk nyusahkn ko..

*p/s : Mlut ko bsing, ska mbebel, tp hati ko baik.Ko Terbaekkk.

*p/s : Quote diatas, bdak bising yg kc aku...thnks dol..ha3

***Ari ni aku dpt msg yg wat aku susah ati..ntahla..

***Aku xpham, napa hati ni terasa berat? k*mak ko hati.tikam baru tau

***Aku xpham, napa aku suka posting emoe2 sejak 8 bulan lepas?

***Aish.abaikan aku yg hina ini (aku bkn emo.aku hnya bmimpi)
***w0key2..aku bz ngn tekt0nik dance aku ni sambil mnari b0gel2..ka3

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

perfect kiss

Title : s0cially c0ntaminated
ph0t0grapher : any0ne
Music : Already g0ne
Mo0d : starving

Description : 

n0 m0re. n0 m0re club s0ngs, no m0re dance flo0r, n0 m0re drugs & n0 m0re alc0hol...en0ugh..

Started with a perfect kiss
then we could feel the warm feelings
It was s0 l0vely..
But that couldn't keep this relations f0rever.
You know that I love you

I love you s0 much till I have to let you go

-Aliff-

*p/s : Aku retired dari dance flo0r..enough

*p/s : new year is just ar0und d c0rner..s0, bwak2 la insaf phundek

*p/s : offline ym jp..

*p/s : n0 reas0n...takut salah timing..ha3..(k*mak kacau daun..wakaka)

*p/s : s0cial website?..naahh..xminat..cam desperate cari teman lak..ha3..

*p/s : bl0g?..tgu masa utk retired jgak..nti2 la pkir..ha3

***Next week aku travel lg..this time, Miri & Bintulu Swk..

***All set..I'm ready 2 g0..

***Aku emoe?..naahh..n0 reas0n..just being ridiculous

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

officer neraka

Title : Things Come and goes

ph0t0grapher : rAy Jr...@...Aliff

Music : Straight Through My Heart (bsb..adehh, sjak bila lak aku lyn bsb ni)

Mo0d : emmmm....ahakz..lalala..:p

Description :

I am just a pers0n. n0thing m0re than just being me. And there's a time I hate being me myself. Wish to bec0me s0meb0dy else. But. if I do that, I will eventually forget all the memories remains. Am I ready f0r it?. No I d0n't.

you are not there

somewhere in the future

suffering for something that hasn't happened yet

you are here

right here

so let just breathe and live life to the fullest

-quote pinjam-

*p/s : Aku bgun tidur pagi ini lalu senyum tersipu2

*p/s : Membuatkan aku menjadi keling tahap tenuk

*p/s : Walau aku tahu, senyumanku hanya sementara..Tiada yg abadi

*p/s : Namun aku gmbira mnjdi babi hutan pliharaan asalkn aku tdak dibiar klaparan
*p/s : Woit, s0ry d0wh aku bz bwat research skunk ni..bkn xnk hng0ut ngn anda

***Wajahmu mengingatkan ku dengan masa lalu ku

***Kisah yg dulu pergi, kini telah kembali..;(

***Aha, anda xkn paham..biarkn..p tnya babi2 kt kndang babi..ha
***Anyway, degree aku layak xjdi officer neraka?..haha

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Perut boroi

Title : Travel again
Ph0t0grapher : Orang awam
Music : All American Rejects (dirty Little Secret)
mo0d : Enj0yed

Description :

Traveling makes me feel s0 much comfortable and free. Goodness, a last minute decision turns out t0 be 0ne of the best and s0 much beautifool. Damned, I'll never f0rget this 0ne c0z it makes me free fr0m the "The East Coast culture". Well it is because I do not enjoyed myself here. s0 much farking idiot memories and I hate it t0 the maX.

I go around a time or two,
Just to waste my time n0t t0 think of you,

Throughout the journey, there s0 much thing I've seen

Fresh air, c0l0rs & Freed0m.

-Aliff-

*p/s : woit anda2..lama d0wh aku xupdate bl0g

*p/s : Aku bz travel d0wh. Perghh..Puas ati bai. Damned enjoyed

*p/s : Walaupun aku xska nek bas..(12 jam)..fark pe lme sgt..ha3

*p/s : Lihatlah muka tens aku ddk dlm bas lama2..aishh

*p/s : Perut aku boroi..perut aku boroi..perut aku boroi

*p/s : Habis mknan kt penang aku sapu..kakaka

***L0ve ya Penang. Traveling al0ne is s0 much fun

***I'm not  a "bus-type-pers0n".(ayat p0y0 mcm K*mak). hahaha

***c0ming so0n..Miri & Bintulu Sarawak...next week..tgu aku..lalalala

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Tangan haram..

Title : Into your hand

ph0t0grapher : rAy jR...@...Aliff

Music : The Academy (Skeptics & true believers)

Mo0d : t0uched

Description :

Young age makes me act freely and do whatever I wanna do. I d0 not have any responsibilities or burden t0 carry on. But as the time passed, n0w I realize that I should be h0lding on t0 this. My responsibility in the w0rld I live in t0day. I might never think of it bef0re. I kept on d0ing stupid stuffs and never appreciate life. Enjoyed t0 much, get drunk, smokes t0 the maX, doing illegal & prohibited stuffs etc2. C0nsequences?, was just an0ther st0ries.

God created hands f0r many reasons

Its the most beautiful gifts we ever had

Imagine 0urselves with0ut it

 h0w are we supp0se t0 t0uch the tenderness of the w0rld? 

-Aliff-

T0day might not be 0urday

We feel d0wn, we feel the pain and we cried t0 the last dr0ps

But t0m0rr0w is a different st0ries

It is us, wh0 will paints the wall

If we col0rs it sincerely, then it will lo0k s0 much beautiful

s0 much beautiful...s0 much..

-Aliff-

*p/s : Umurku semakin meningkat (wlapun aku msih 18..ahakz)
*p/s : Maka aku harus sedar yg aku masih h0wt..ha3..adehh..(bd0h prasan)
*p/s : Aku xb0le bjanji utk mnjaga diri sndri, tpi aku b0le bjnji utk mnjaga anda
*p/s : w0it, thn dpan kita travel oversea wei..anda nyatakan bila, aku tgu...
*p/s : Slamat berhari raya utk anda2..jgn k0rbankan aku sudeyy..he3
*p/s : suda2...aku mau brhenti mnjadi sundal..Makin berat bahu kiri aku.ha3




***Khamis ni aku travel ke Penang, ambik angin smbil mkn char kew tiaw (errkk aku xreti eja..ha3) .
***Izinkan aku mencari damai dunia sambil blajar bahasa utara (hang mau mkn penampaQ ka?)ha3..mati la aku kna pukul mkcik jual souvenier ni kang..adehhh..
***Take care 4 n0w..skali lg jampi pjalanan aku slamat..wasiat mntak kt lawyer aku..ha3

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

HIV

Title : berbakti sebelum mati

Ph0t0grapher : rAy jR...@...Aliff

Music : Listening t0 Param0re (try test selera)

Mo0d : *Pengsan..(semangat cipta Quote)

Description :

I'm n0t a poetry f0r I am just a true sinner. But I will try to create as many qu0tes as possible f0r the th0se wh0 needs it and as well as f0r me myself. Because I believe that, a sentence of w0rds c0uld change a pers0n's lives.

f0r the smile and laughter we have shared, f0rget me

f0r the happiness and promises we've made, f0rget me

f0r the hugged and kisses, f0rget me

f0r the tears and  loneliness, f0rget me

f0r the sake of y0ur happiness, f0rget me

c0z your happiness is all I asked & wished  f0r

-Aliff-

*p/s : Terima kasih kerana sudi mndgar rintihan hina aku
*p/s : Aku xknal anda2 ni siapa & aku xmo tahu lebih sal anda 

*p/s : Tapi anda2 adalah insan paling berharga bagi aku

*p/s : Ciss..aku mmg suka quote "aku insan hina"

*p/s : Kerna prcylah, aku mmg hina dri anda (aku lagi kcik dr anda)

***farking...jiwang sial aku subuh2 ni..ni la akibatnya klw s0lo & xda org amik berat.

***Mati sorg2 la ko aliph...

***Ciss, klw nk mati pon aku nk mati travel s0rg2..ahakz..(ecececeh..ha3.*bengap)

***Wrna hitam kt tgn aku adalah hsil jgkitan virus HIV-ve (cis.tipu.ko mmg hina.ahakz)

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Aku & makianku

Title : Masa utk maki2

Photographer : rAy jR...@...Aliff

Music : The Academy Album

M0od : Demam la dol

Description : 

I almost succeed in my research to find the best chemicals to prevent explosion fr0m occur (Akulah pakar bom..wakakaka). Eventhough I have to do the research al0ne and its like hell al0ne, but I enjoyed doing it. And thanks t0 that "farking" pers0n, you make me running through the rain t0 catch you up...ciisss.

Anyone can give up

it's the easiest thing in the world to do

But you must believe

That 0ne day when you wake up

There will always be s0me0ne and s0mething 
that will makes your life happier

 Than anything else in the wh0le w0rld

So don't ever lose hope and give up

everything will turns out to be okay

And that day, you will start to live again

-Aliff-

*p/s : W0it anda2 yg bengap..!..yg anda l0se h0pe ni pahal?

*p/s : Sakit hati aku baca entry2 anda yg mcm haram berputus asa

*p/s : B0d0h, aku ada menghiburkn anda..walaupn aku mcm sial, tapi aku ada

*p/s : Aku sanggup buat b0m khas utk anda klw anda ingin bmain b0m

*p/s : Aku sayang anda sbb anda mcm cibai

***w0i b*bi kim*k, anda jgn buat hal lg bongok..

***Aku sanggup bgun subuh2 buat karangan utk hiburkn anda...

***Sajak atas ni aku reka khas utk anda2 yg mcm sial bputus asa dengan life..

***Jgn jadi mcm life aku yg penuh kekesalan..ciss..
***Abaikan makianku kerana ianya perkataan semata2..(bkn mksud sebenar)

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL: backyardproperty@yahoo.com

fL0wing Water

Title : fL0wing water
Ph0tographer : wh0 Am I
Music : 0ne dr0p
Mood : L0vely

Description :

ahakz..aku delete dh posting lama..xbest..aku tertekan baca..kakaka..So aku buat sajak utk anda semua sambil mnikmati ari ujan..ahakz..

When life seems overwhelming
d0n't feel d0wn.


Heads up, and look straight ahead
Its n0t an easy w0rld that we live in today
and we need t0 be strong in 0rder to survive
we can't give up no matter how


Look at the water
Look at the streams
d0es it stop in the middle of the way?
does it stop just like that?


It will be
0ne day when it should be
but not t0day
not f0r the time being..

-Aliff-

*p/s : seyes aku karang sendiri d0wh..
*p/s : dh publish dh sblm ni tp bukan kt bl0g aku..ahakz..

****you're s0 beautifool...lalalalala

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

safety first

Title : A life t0 spend

ph0t0 gallery : rAy jR...@...Aliff

Music : Dashboard c0nfessional (Vindicated)

Mo0d : Sleepy

Description :

4 in the half years of finishing the bachel0r ain't easy. But as the time passed, It actually reminds us h0w w0nderful life is that we should appreciate in every single way and h0w stupid we are in making decision s0metimes. But that what makes us human. Experiences... It is a process of learning. I like this statement:

h0w d0 you learn t0 speak?

by speaking

h0w d0 you learn t0 walk?

by walking

but if you fall d0wn?

d0nt give up. stand up and learn t0 walk again until 0ne day you can run.

-aliff-

*p/s : I 0ften made a stupid decision. But that is the process 0f learning right?

*p/s : I d0nt mind if I failed and I d0nt mind if I lost everything, as long as I have faith in me

*p/s : Tiba2 hatiku ingin berkata2..biarpun aku ini hina, aku hingin jgak..hahaha..

*p/s : Anda memang sengal sbb mbuatkan aku bpikir pnjang di pagi buta ini..

***adehh..ngah bpikir masa depan aku ni wei...ahakz
***tu r..len kali pakai safety..kakaka..kan dh "kedebuk"..lalalala
***nti la pkir. layan pr0nografi dulu..*upsss...hahaha
***Gambar diatas cuma gmbar hiasan. Jejaka hensem bert0peng itu aku..hahaha
***abaikan gua kerana gua masih menyundal pagi2 buta ini.aishhh..

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

hatiku hancur

Title : Ka0la

Photographer : rAy jR...@...Aliff

Music : Broery Marantika (Layu sebelum berkembang)

 Description :

-Ni gmbr anak aku yg aku syg

-Klw anda teliti, telinga anak aku ni besar mcm telinga gajah

-setiap kali aku tepon, dia msti tanya aku, "apak, apak g mna?" (dengan bhasa yg aku pn kdg2 xpham). layan sudahh..hahaha

-Tapi anak aku kuat mkn. suka mncuri mkanan kt peti ais bila tiada kawalan rapi penjaga dapur.ha3

-Then when people saw it, dia buat2 xtahu..xnk ngaku syiall..haha

*p/s : anak aku bcita2 mnjadi penyayi kelab mlm sbb kecik2 lg dh tahu nyanyi lagu ni :

Hatiku Hancur
Mengenang Dikau
Berkeping-keping jadinya
Kini Air Mata
Jatuh Bercucuran
Tiada Lagi Harapan

-Broery Marantika-

*p/s : xtahu siapa tenaga pengajar. sakit perut aku tgelak bla dgr dia mnyanyi

*p/s : she's almost 4 years oLd & aku xdftar pn lagi surat beranak anak aku ni..adehhh.

***Apak adalah aku...

***Jgn tanya dari mna datangnya ank aku ini. paham2 sndri la wei..ha3

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Explode!!!

Title : Explosion prevention
Music : Cradle of Filth (hell awaits)
Purpose : utk slamatkn dunia dr bom

Description :

Its g0nna be a busy day n0w. Have to stay back and work in that research paradise factory to settle up everything. FYI, i'm doing a research on gas explosion and as a researcher, I have to find a way how to stop the explosion from occur. I'm trying to save the w0rld here my friend..hahaha

The poor wish to be rich

the rich wish to be happy

the single wish to be married

and the married wish to be dead

*p/s : Aku dlm process nk jadi pakar letupan (ahakz)

*p/s : Klw anda2 perlukan prtolongan aku utk bom reban ayam anda,kol aku

*p/s : Sok aku start research aku bmain ngn bom. (sounds v0ke.ka3)

***Kiranya aku tidak kmbali jgn rindui aku kerana aku mati tersenyum bermain bom..kakaka

***Abaikan mulut aku yg sundal ini. aku xmo mati memegang bom..ha3. jampi gua spaya slamat..lalalala

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Aku yg hina

Title : Travelling

Traveler : rAy jR...@...Aliff

Music : Kenny G meLody

Mo0d :Remembering mem0ries

Description :

Here I am, in the middle 0f nowhere. Keep on looking and searching f0r the things that I've lost. Missing the go0d oLd days when there was n0 pain, n0 life-struggle and nothing else but the sweetest. How am I suppose to get it back.?.Its to0 late isn't it..And I regreted it...

"to0 much change f0r the bad things"

*p/s : Klw anda2 tidak mahu mnjadi kwan aku lagi, aku memahaminya..

*p/s : Tinggalkanlah halaman aku yg hina ini..(termenung, sambil r0k0k2).huuu

*** Dear God, please d0 not forsaken me..

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Bubble party

Title : Saturday night

Mo0d :Chill

Music : I g0tta Feeling

Description :

Sitting around and w0ndering with0ut a purp0se is just a waste 0f time. Why should we care ab0ut what people wanna say? Being such a barbarian with0ut lo0king at the inner site 0f ourselves is seriously reflecting what we are. Just say what you wanna say, while I'm enj0ying myself t0 the maX. I kn0w exactly what t0 d0 and when t0 st0p.

I travel around the world and even sail the seven seas

Across the universe I go to the other galaxies

I navigate myself to the place that I wanna be

I travel uptown I travel downtown

And in the end, I feel s0 happy

*p/s : Aku xpham mngapa anda suka brkata2 bgaikan anda seorg yg trlalu baik

*p/s : Mcm aku lak yg trlalu hina. Baik..Aku terima dgn hati terbuka

*p/s : Tp igt, bkn aku yg mulakan dahulu. brtepuk sebelah tangan xkan brbunyi

*p/s : Anda teruskn berkata2, aku hanya berserah kepadNya

*p/s : Yg pntg aku kmbali ke landasan yg sepatutnya aku berada

*p/s : Just ign0re th0se barbarian

*p/s : Uwh, wkend ni ada bubble party kt club.

*p/s : It means..Direct c0ntact.ka3.(adeh, musnah keinsafan aku..)

***Wakakaka...aku sungguh puas ati..

***Abaikan cawan yg berisi "air oren" itu. bukan milikku. ka3.

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

EmaiL : backyardproperty@yahoo.com

Letih "ber0nani"

Title : Stop 0nani

Player : Gassers

Mo0d : Pasrah

Music : Black eyed peas (Meet me halfway)

Description :

D0ne with bo0ks and calculat0r. N0w its time t0 chill. Party Peeps, lets have s0me fun..0h dear, its been a very t0ugh day t0day. Goodness, I can see my destiny n0w. The dance fl0or is waiting ahead. 0h yeah, I'm c0ming darling.

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
c0z I just wanna be happy..

*p/s : Paper aku hari ni pnuh dengan kekesalan. Dituduh plagiat. Aishh..

*p/s : Aku xmniru wei. Dh sah2 0pen bo0k exam. 0f crse la aku rfer b0oks

*p/s : Sakit jntungku mndngar dntuman buku yg dicampak2..

*p/s : Anyway, ada baiknya aku men futsal utk melegakan hati dari ber0nani

*p/s : Mlm sket b0le la k0t ber0nani sblm tid0. (Sundal & b0ng0k). ka3

***xske pngwas exm tu sbb mreka xtahu akn kwjudan 0pen book exm.adehh

***33 0rg engineer gas thun dpan lesap dtelan underwear aku. Aishh.ha3

***End 0f m0nth i'm travelling aL0ne. damned..!.Again?..yes again

just me :

rAy jR...@...Aliff

Email : backyardproperty@yahoo.com